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I put 2 and 2 together about something.Sometimes when you're younger,out of inexperience and lack of foresight, you make "life mistakes" that don't just affect you in that time frame, because they're at a "pivital" time in your life{teenage years}{the bridge between childhood and adulthood, the years where decisions you make will set you up for life.I can think of 2 main ones ,2 catergories, but both caused by the same mindset, an immature mindset that I didn't take one thing seriously, and the other , some misjudgements,which, by the time I realized it, it was too late to change it. BUT, in line with what I'm saying,let's look at it spiritually. "God chose the weak things."Whereas others made the "right moves",and are now "successes"...
I am led by God to start a journey of NO MURMURING AND COMPLAINING, NO NEGATIVE SPEAKING ABOUT MYSELF AND OTHERS, NO SLANDER....I heard that peoples lives drastically changed after 3 months of doing that (saved and unsaved people). I am doing that for one week and i already see that i am more productive. Through the helpf of the Holy spirit because our will is to strong sometimes......If you make a mistake, just repent, ask for cleansing of the blood and continue the journey, i am doing that....with time these evil habits will fall off.. I believe that. So? Who is brave enough and who is honest enough to admitt that he is MURMURING, COMPLAINING, NEGATIVILY SPEAKING and SLANDERING? Are you all so holy? Will you only say "great", or will...
When we look at the other religions, and what they feel need to do to "try to get into Gods graces",it's usually the same pattern of WORKS. Like, they probably sense they're sinners and need something, but their whole road of getting there is different than ours.Some of the radical branches of Islam teach that you have to kill x amount of "infidels" for "allah" to let you into Heaven.Some of the Hindus believe in self-mutilation, almost like using themselves for the sacrifice, to gain favor with God.People who believe in reincarnation state that if we're not "good enough" after the first life, you have to "come back" over and over again,until you're "perfected".But notice a similar pattern, one, they're based on, man doing certain...
It seems whenever I think of God or the Bible, I get these subconscious thoughts in my mind that I have to try very hard to push away or bury deep. Thoughts that basically try to blaspheme against God or anything in the Bible. As a result I have to form subconscious thoughts in my mind to counteract these. I constantly have to think in my mind stuff like "I love Jesus", "I will always believe in Jesus" "I hate Satan", "Screw you Satan" and stuff like that, because it seems like the opposite of these thoughts will try to come out, and it terrifies me because I don't want to blaspheme the Lord and I'll be damned to hell. One time i think I even had a horrible dream where I was urinating on a picture of the Virgin Mary and the child Jesus...
I've heard of many cases of unsaved people, dying, and it made me aware of a certain pattern. Now we know sometimes people die "quickly", like from a heart attack, but in general...I notice in "better years",{health wise} the unsaved person is living their lifestyle, maybe drinking,maybe adultery,going to strip shows,etc.Also hanging out with others who think alike, and "congratulating" each other on each others lifestyle.But several years later, here comes the "pattern" I notice.They get some kind of sickness,they hang on a while, then eventually the doctors say there's nothing more they can do,it's "a matter of time",and they soon die.And when I hear of them dying,it usually come s to me, that, they were alive, they made their...
"Two donkeys were walking down a street in Jerusalem and one donkey turned to the other and said yesterday when I rode Jesus into town the people were singing and shouting and throwing clothes down for me to walk on. Today they don't even recognize me. The other donkey turned and said .That my friend is because without Jesus you are nothing."
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