GOD, I LOVE YOU. I NEED YOUR HELP. I TOTALY SURRENDER TO YOU AND I AM EAGER TO HEAR YOUR VOICE. PLEASE SHUT DOWN ALL THE CHATTER OF THE OUTSIDE WORLD, WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK, EVEN WHAT MY PASTOR SAIS, I WANT YOU TO BE MY HEAD, MY LORD AND TO INSTRUCT ME CONCERNING MY MARRIAGE. I KNOW I AM THE BEAUTIFUL FLOWER IN YOUR GARDEN, YOU LOVE ME, AND YOU WANT TO CHERISH AND NOURISH ME LIKE FLOWERS IN THE GARDEN SUPPOSE TO BE WATERED AND TAKEN CARE OF. WATER ME, JESUS, WITH YOUR LOVE AND YOUR WORD. WATER ME JESUS, BE MY SHEPPERD AND MY LOVING KING AND HUSBAND. BE MY FIANCEE THAT WILL BE MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THEN ANY OTHER HUMAN BEING ON THIS EARTH, INCLUDING MY GODLY HUSBAND. HELP ME LORD, TO GIVE YOU TIME BEFORE I GIVE TIME TO MY HUSBAND...