PLEASE GOD HELP ME, I HATE BEING ALONE AND I KNOW I STILL LOVE JODI.. I LOVE MY KIDS AND I GET TO SEE THEM LOTS , YOU HAVE GIVIN ME SO MUCH LATLEY LORD AND I CONTINUE TO LEARN EVERYDAY..GOD PLEASE IF I CANT BE WITH JODI LET ME MOVE ON PLEASE THIS IS KILLING ME,, I NEED YOUR HELP GOD, ... PLEASE...