I don't know if others experience this, but as I either pray or try to focus on what I need before God, a strange thing sometimes happens. Instead of the words of what I need to happen staying in my head, it's overrun by thoughts of what I DON'T want, the opposite of my need, like trying to convince me I want the problem to stay, or for the worst thing to happen. I would think that's the devil trying to change my thoughts. Find it hard to fight it by myself. Request is for this to stop, so I...