It is long past time for my life to be over. If I had a legal for personal use only one time only bottle of pills that if I swallowed them all at once I would go to sleep forever, I would absolutely swallow them. Other than that, how about a nice fatal something (ex. Heart attack, stroke, hemorrhage, etc - as long as it is fatal and does not take other people too - it works for me). I want out. The only thing stopping me from trying something is the fear of it not working (meaning I...