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Liz
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After 5 months of separation, I have convinced my husband to go to counseling. We will be meeting with Jimmy Garrison (a counselor at my church) on the 15th. Jared is intending to go to help me with closure and understanding. (I am having a hard time, because we vowed to never get a divorce no matter what...) (ok bean spilling time... complicated situation, but I took the road down infidelity lane..with his consent. We thought we wanted something, made a mistake and it left me confused and in search for love and myself. That choice that we made was never one that I would consider..but because of depression which turned into alcoholism, I took that path. I was not myself, and neither was he. We were friend's with anti-Christ for the first time..ever!.) (Now that I am saved, I no longer am confused..We had a crazy year.. not like any year we have ever had together. We have always had a strong bonded, caring relationship..we had a terrible bout of miscommunication.)
I am asking for prayers, please. I am asking the Lord our God to let Jared have a revelation in our meeting(s). Let him remember why we married, why we became one, and that even though he can't forget what happened, that the Lord can make us stronger..The Lord CAN heal his heart and mind. (Jared says that he has reached the point of no return. He can't try to work it out) (We both became very close to God because of this.. We can be stronger and our love can be more meaningful than ever). I pray that the Lord will soften his heart, and calm the anger in his heart for me. Rekindle his love that he is forcing to dissipate.
I do not regret putting myself out here like this. I know people talk, but I'm not ashamed. This is my testimony, and my real life.. My real marriage and family at stake.
We have been together for 7 years, married for 4 1/2, have a 3 y/o son and a 19 month old daughter.
Thank you in His Name,
Elizabeth
I am asking for prayers, please. I am asking the Lord our God to let Jared have a revelation in our meeting(s). Let him remember why we married, why we became one, and that even though he can't forget what happened, that the Lord can make us stronger..The Lord CAN heal his heart and mind. (Jared says that he has reached the point of no return. He can't try to work it out) (We both became very close to God because of this.. We can be stronger and our love can be more meaningful than ever). I pray that the Lord will soften his heart, and calm the anger in his heart for me. Rekindle his love that he is forcing to dissipate.
I do not regret putting myself out here like this. I know people talk, but I'm not ashamed. This is my testimony, and my real life.. My real marriage and family at stake.
We have been together for 7 years, married for 4 1/2, have a 3 y/o son and a 19 month old daughter.
Thank you in His Name,
Elizabeth