Uskuse
Beloved of All
You know it's hard to believe in someone you can see and hear. My son is a good boy who would make a great man; this world needs more like him. But he's laying on a couch too weak to move, asking for someone to help him. We talked to a Doctor yesterday who could help him. She kindly said it would be five hundred to talk with him for 10 minutes. After that, her nurse would talk to him for two hundred a phone call. I don't understand what's up with the Doctors. I'm pretty sure doctors work by God's will. I just don't know anymore. I love God, but where is he? Why doesn't he hear us anymore. I had seen the number 103 all my life everywhere yesterday I saw it again. I just called out, "If you're trying to tell me something, why don't you just say it!" At the red light, a semi truck was in front of there; it was again 103. But this time it had a Palm 
after it! When I got home, I thought maybe it's wanting me to look in the Bible. Sure enough, there it was: God's Angels were telling me all along what I asked. My son will get his miracle; he'll get well in God's own time. Doesn't help much; doesn't explain why God's letting him suffer. Every day I see rich people walk all over the poor. But they wouldn't be rich if there weren't any poor. I come from big money; never cared for it or any of them. I believe to be happy all you need is a roof over your head and food to eat. And if you're really lucky, someone who loves you just because you're you, not for what they can get from you. Look at the rich; they're not happy! They are always on edge; they can't trust anyone, even the people they marry. So what's the point? I love all people for who they are, not for any other reason. So our lives in this life aren't much, but I'm happy. And I was till my son got sick. If we had been told how to worship Father in the right way a long time ago, we would have anything our heart wants. I want the world back before people took over it. I want to drink water from the rivers. See the world without buildings, just the way the good Lord made it to begin with. I'm sorry for going on; just lost and can't find my way back! Please pray for the Lord to come back in my life, feel me up with the Holy Spirit. Give me peace in my life! Bless all of you!
after it! When I got home, I thought maybe it's wanting me to look in the Bible. Sure enough, there it was: God's Angels were telling me all along what I asked. My son will get his miracle; he'll get well in God's own time. Doesn't help much; doesn't explain why God's letting him suffer. Every day I see rich people walk all over the poor. But they wouldn't be rich if there weren't any poor. I come from big money; never cared for it or any of them. I believe to be happy all you need is a roof over your head and food to eat. And if you're really lucky, someone who loves you just because you're you, not for what they can get from you. Look at the rich; they're not happy! They are always on edge; they can't trust anyone, even the people they marry. So what's the point? I love all people for who they are, not for any other reason. So our lives in this life aren't much, but I'm happy. And I was till my son got sick. If we had been told how to worship Father in the right way a long time ago, we would have anything our heart wants. I want the world back before people took over it. I want to drink water from the rivers. See the world without buildings, just the way the good Lord made it to begin with. I'm sorry for going on; just lost and can't find my way back! Please pray for the Lord to come back in my life, feel me up with the Holy Spirit. Give me peace in my life! Bless all of you!
