You Don't Understand

[carolann319]

My dear friends who were so kind to respond to my prayer request....I don't think you understand.....I would LOVE for GOD to choose my friends.....but that is the problem.....He is not choosing ANYONE. I feel like God wants me to be alone and lonely I have even wondered if maybe God just wants to push me right to the edge and kill myself... I lost so much..... my HOME!! all the money I put into that home fixing it up...my garden that I worked on and tended for 4 years! friends, security, and most of all a partner to do things with...to take care of and share my life with.....Everyone is basically telling me to fill myself with GOD and let God choose my friends....well God is not choosing my friends...and I have asked and begged and pleaded and cried and cried and cried....I have cried everyday for the last 6 months. He is not listening to my heart! He doesn't seem to care how broken I am.....and filling myself with God is all I do....but it doesn't bring me any closer to finding love again....or even a date! I am pretty and sweet and loving...I have to most giving heart...I am doing the work I believe God wants me to.... Putting God in your heart is a fine thing to do...and we all should...but as a human being, I also need another human being by my side....someone to share it all with.....and for some reason...GOD IS SAYING NO???? I don't deserve that??? But my cheating spouse gets to seamlessly move on as if I never existed.....Then I start thinking....maybe that is it.,,,,Maybe I am not suppose to exist anymore! I need a miracle here....I need someone in my life some who will love me and I will love them...why is that such an impossible thing?

 

[JimmyZ]

Dear Father, please give this believer clarity, and peace in her life. I know Father things happen according to you need, your divine will and purpose. But Father, at times we need to see the light at the end of the tunnel, even though we do believe. Father please hear my humble prayer. I ask this through your son, Jesus Christ, Amen!

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed. I have asked God to honor your prayer request in Jesus’ name. May Jehovah our God through His Son Jesus Christ bless you the desires of your heart. May God keep you; make His face shine on you and be gracious to you. May He lift up His countenance upon you and give you great peace.

Encourager ###, ###, ###

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

FYI… Remember If You Absolutely, Positively, Undeniably, No Doubt About It, Want to Be Blessed Today, Tomorrow, & For the Rest of Your Life…Just Obey God’s Word! Let Your Lifestyle be Shaped by the Word of God. God Honors Obedience, You have God’s Word on It.

 

[boazgirl]

You would be surprised how much I understand and it isn't fair and you don't get it or God and nothing happens and you pray and pray and pray....but when I decided to start praising and let go of my worries he does fix things in weird ways...and the fear is disappearing I get terrified for short periods but found supportive friends on here and it has been getting better...if God doesn't come through shortly I lose my home and my partner....lost everything else...but I am not giving up...I thought 3 months ago that I had no other choice but to give up but I started praising for the little tiny blessings even when all was bad and then it slowly started to get better...far from fixed...but I have survived things so bad I can't even talk about it and I am still alive and happy.

God hasn't forgotten you there is just something holding you back from believing it will be ok and you are listening to Satan...turn him off order him to leave you and you will feel the difference instantly...just try what I am saying and see what happens...you got nothing to lose...!

Dear God help the woman believe...help see the tiny blessings that are leading up to bigger and better things..send her encouragement that keeps her going and great supportive friends on here...real people that understand real life situations and don't judge and discriminate...God show her it is not over and there is hope...amen amen...praise God for the things he has on the way that you don't even know about yet...this is not advice this is experience speaking here...and I am still in a bad place.

 

[FREDERICK]

SADLY IM IN THE SAME BOAT TOO MY NAME IS ### IM ### NOW IN ###. I WAS DEVOTED TO THIS WOMAN AN CHILDREN WE LIVED HERE IN ### DOORS CLOSED HERE WE MOVED TO ### GOD BLESSED US SO REUNITED HER WITH HER FAMILY HAD A BIG WEDDING BLESSED SO BLESSED THEN SHE BECAME INVOLVED WITH A WOMAN AN I WAS THROWN AWAY ###/### THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED SOON. I'VE LOST EVERYTHING AN EVERYBODY IN MY LIFE ### TIMES. I DON'T DRINK OR SMOKE OR HAVE ANY ADDICTIONS AT PEACE AN ACCEPT THINGS I CAN'T CHANGE. YES IM STARTING OVER BUT KNOW GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME HE WILL BRING A MATE JOB ETC TO ME IN HIS TIME NOT MINE WE LIVE IN A FAST FOOD SOCIETY WANT IT NOW BUT I DO MY PART GOD WILL DO HIS I TOO AM HURTIN AN DESPERATELY WANT COMPANIONSHIP JUST TO SNUGGLE AN TALK FOR HOURS. IM ON -banned site- SO LOOK ME UP ### ### GLASSES AN GREY GOATEE WE CAN TALK ALL U WANT SO BELIEVE ME I FEEL YOU SO HEARTBROKEN WONDERIN WILL I EVER LUV AGAIN WHERE WILL I END UP SO MANY ??WE MUST TAKE IT DAY BY DAY DONT KNOW YOUR NAME OR WHERE UR AT BUT MAYBE WE JUST MIGHT GET TOGETHER HAVE FAITH GOD WILL DIRECT US BUT KNOW THE DEVIL WANTS U DEFEATED AN STINKIN THINKIN SO KNOW WHO U ARE IN HIM HE LUV U AN THIS IS ALL A TEST FOR US IM GONNA PASS HOW BOUT U??CONTACT ME ON -banned site- GOD BLESS U

 

[Anthonette]

Hi some of us do understand. I lost a lot as well. I had to not only fill myself with God I had to forgive myself and realize who I am in Christ and what he sees in me. We are human and we do need a companion and shelter. I had to stop and listen to what the Spirit had to say to me. Had to let GO!!! And it hurt more but then the peace came and then small miracles. I had to stop worrying about my problem and start meditating on the word. It is a process that doesn't happen overnight but it does happen. Peace comes almost instantly once you give up everything and give it over to the Lord. Act like nothing belongs to you and you are not entitled to anything. Then start thanking God for what you do have and praise him for that. And the more you give up the more you gain.

I hope this helps. If you want you can call me.

 

[mysticcricket]

. We do not know why a lot of the times but the future at times will show the answer. Lord we feel alone and mismatched at times although we know the clarity comes as God wants his will to be shown or delivered or answered or called or paged or noted or seen or heard. Be quiet and know that God is God & pray and receive Christ into your heart you will feel calm collected and you will rest and remember that everything no matter how difficult is done by God and his will. Amen.