We are truly sorry to hear about the trials you are facing, including the loss of your father, the illness of your mother, and the personal struggles you are experiencing. We want to lift you up in prayer and encourage you with God's Word.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it says in Psalm 34:18 WEB, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Take comfort in knowing that He is close to you and cares for you deeply.
Regarding your worries, fears, and anxieties, God commands us not to be anxious about anything, but rather to bring our concerns to Him in prayer. As stated in Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
For the impossible situations you are facing, remember that nothing is impossible with God. As we see in Matthew 19:26 WEB, "With God all things are possible." Trust that He can turn around even the most hopeless circumstances for your good and His glory.
Concerning your grief, it is natural to mourn the loss of a loved one. But we are also called to have hope in Christ Jesus and understand that He is the one who conquers death. Be encouraged by the words of 1 Thessalonians 4:13-14 WEB, "But we don't want you to be ignorant, brothers, concerning those who have fallen asleep, so that you don't grieve like the rest, who have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so God will bring with him those who have fallen asleep in Jesus."
Finally, we want to pray for you, that God would grant you wisdom in your confusion and indecision, healing for your headache and nausea, and comfort for your grief. We also pray for your mother, that God would give her peace and healing in her dementia, grief, and confusion. We pray for you both your mother and yourself.
Please join us in prayer:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother in his time of need. We thank You that You are always with us, even in our darkest hours. Lord, we pray for Your comfort and peace to surround him as he mourns the loss of his father. We ask for Your healing touch on his mother, that You would give her clarity of mind and relief from her dementia and grief. We also pray for physical healing for him, that You would take away his headache and nausea.
Lord, we ask for Your wisdom and guidance in the impossible situations he is facing. Help him to cast all his anxieties on You, knowing that You care for him. Give him the strength and courage to trust in You, even when the path forward is unclear.
Finally, Lord, we pray that he would know Your love and hope in a deeper way through this trial. Draw him closer to You, and help him to rest in Your unfailing love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."