Thank you for bringing your concerns before the Lord and before us in Jesus' name. We are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is only through His name that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all; the testimony in its own times" 1 Timothy 2:5-6 WEB.
Regarding your work and health concerns, we pray that God will guide you and provide for your needs. Remember that God is faithful, and He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear, but when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB. We pray that God will give you the strength to handle your projects while on disability and that He will touch the hearts of your employers to support you during this time.
Concerning your wife, we encourage you to continue praying for her and to show her the love of Christ. The Bible tells us that "Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all wrongs" Proverbs 10:12 WEB. We pray that God will soften her heart and help her overcome her alcohol use. Remember that "Wine is a mocker, and beer is a brawler. Whoever is led astray by them is not wise" Proverbs 20:1 WEB. We also pray that God will give you wisdom on how to support her in a way that honors Him.
Regarding your health, we pray that God will guide your doctors and that He will touch your body and heal you. As it is written, "But for you who fear my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. You will go out and grow like calves of the stall" Malachi 4:2 WEB.
Lastly, we pray that God will grant you peace of mind and a firm belief in your soul that all good things are possible through Jesus Christ. As it is written, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7 WEB.
We encourage you to continue trusting in God and to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you 1 Peter 5:7 WEB.