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godsgirl151311
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Lord,
Its been over a year since my husband left me for his married girlfriend. if you would have came up to me and told me that the love of my life would leave me for someone else and i would have to move on without him. Lord i would have said I can't and please don't make me go through the pain that loosing him would do. I prayed so many times you would take me home cause i couldn't bare the pain loosing him.. Lord he was my everything next to you . i gave so much of my self to him that when he left i had so much much time on my hands of all the time it took to do everything for him. I took over a 2 months before i would talk to anyone or even go back to work after he left. i had to force myself to get help inorder to just function. My best friends cried when i finally told them i tired to take my life and something got me to stop .thats when i had to seek help and get medication. I prayed day and night and could not stop crying with every new day. I prayed for a miracle that he would come home. as time moved on i realized that just because i was still in love with him doesn't mean he still loved me.i also realized that loveing someone ment letting them go in order for them to be happy. I was showen pictures of my husband with his girlfriend all dressed up for halloween all happy and smiling. i thought wow he really is happy in a way it hurt bad because he never wanted to celebrate with his family. but in another it put ,me at peace because in some crazy way he is happy.
Lord please help me to renew our friendship we once had before the relationship. I miss my friend lord
Its been over a year since my husband left me for his married girlfriend. if you would have came up to me and told me that the love of my life would leave me for someone else and i would have to move on without him. Lord i would have said I can't and please don't make me go through the pain that loosing him would do. I prayed so many times you would take me home cause i couldn't bare the pain loosing him.. Lord he was my everything next to you . i gave so much of my self to him that when he left i had so much much time on my hands of all the time it took to do everything for him. I took over a 2 months before i would talk to anyone or even go back to work after he left. i had to force myself to get help inorder to just function. My best friends cried when i finally told them i tired to take my life and something got me to stop .thats when i had to seek help and get medication. I prayed day and night and could not stop crying with every new day. I prayed for a miracle that he would come home. as time moved on i realized that just because i was still in love with him doesn't mean he still loved me.i also realized that loveing someone ment letting them go in order for them to be happy. I was showen pictures of my husband with his girlfriend all dressed up for halloween all happy and smiling. i thought wow he really is happy in a way it hurt bad because he never wanted to celebrate with his family. but in another it put ,me at peace because in some crazy way he is happy.
Lord please help me to renew our friendship we once had before the relationship. I miss my friend lord
