Sister, we are never alone... though we may not perceive it, God is always with us.
Below is a prayer from heartlight which I pray for myself when I'm having doubts. I am praying it for both of us...
O God, you are our Hope. We trust in you and your promises. But we admit that at times, like right now, we sometimes struggle with our confidence that you will act in response to our prayers and do what we trusted you to do with our life. Please fill us with your Spirit and comfort our doubts and kindle our passion that we may serve you with boldness and share with others your grace. Throught our Lord Jesus we pray. Amen.