Anonymous
Beloved of All
Why do I still have him in my mind and heart? Wake up with him in my mind. Go to bed with him in my mind. And during the day he is in my mind. It is very strange. It is like he is always with me yet he isn't actually physically with me.
God knows all the details. I need to know why this is happening. I have asked God to remove the feelings, thoughts if they are not right and yet they remain. This has been going on for years.
The worst part is I am not free and even though I find this intrusion tormenting I have not acted on my feelings. I just wish it would resolve one way or the other.
I need God's help with this. Why is this happening and what is the end result?
God knows all the details. I need to know why this is happening. I have asked God to remove the feelings, thoughts if they are not right and yet they remain. This has been going on for years.
The worst part is I am not free and even though I find this intrusion tormenting I have not acted on my feelings. I just wish it would resolve one way or the other.
I need God's help with this. Why is this happening and what is the end result?
