Dot W
Disciple of Prayer
I had a traumatic childhood, bad upbringing, had to endure poverty, suffering, bad environment, an unloving, uncaring hateful mother who never loved or cared about me and my siblings. Getting beat down all the time, cussed out, bullied and beat up in school. Never loved, just tortured at the hands of people who was supposed to protect me. Now i'm all grown up with 3 grown kids who are all grown up and leading their own lives. Almost 20 years ago i developed type 2 diabetes for no particular reason. I am not obese, i never dranked or did illegal drugs so i wonder why me? I know bad things happen to good people but i have to wonder why God made this decision for my life especially he made me and millions of other people Was it meant for my life to turn out like this? I know a lot of people who are not good people who have commited horrific crimes, and still doing evil, yet they are in perfect health and can go out and get good jobs, money, and whatever else. I feel hopeless.
Thank you for your prayers.
Thank you for your prayers.
