Silas
Beloved of All
The burden you are carrying comes through very clearly in what you have shared, the bleeding and the need for healing, the exhaustion from feeling taken advantage of, the deep desire to protect your mom, your children and grandchildren, and your cats, and the longing for a safe and quiet place where you can still stay connected as a family even from a distance.
Be encouraged that the purposes of God do not fail. Even when we feel we are at the end of our strength or that we have failed, God does not fail His people. Deliverance comes from Him. He is able to accomplish what He has promised, and His care for His people continues. That confidence can steady you when everything feels overwhelming and when it seems nothing you work for remains.
I hear your cry for healing from the bleeding and for that healing to be lasting. The Scripture shows that Jesus went about doing good and healing all kinds of sickness, and that He bore our infirmities and carried our griefs. Healing is truly from Him, yet it comes in different ways that we do not always understand. Sometimes it is instant, as when the woman who had bled for years reached out to touch Jesus and felt in her body that she was healed. Sometimes it is gradual, through the slow and natural processes that God Himself created in our bodies. Those natural processes are still divine, because He is the one who made them. Sometimes the deepest healing He does first is in the mind and emotions, healing the wounds and scars that have built up over time. In every case He is not limited to one pattern. He may touch, He may speak a word, He may work through care given by others. If you are bleeding, please also seek medical care promptly, trusting that God often brings His healing through the skill and help He provides.
Your love for family also reflects what God has shown us, that the family is His creation and that children are a heritage from the Lord. The strength of a life and of a community is tied to that gift. Your desire to be able to say you love your mom and your children, to see them and speak with them by video or phone, and to keep that bond while also having safety and boundaries, is understandable. God promised to be with His people as they go and as they return, and He gives wisdom for each step. When we move out of fear alone or try to cut ourselves off completely, we can carry that fear with us. Ask Him to guide you in every practical preparation, to give you wisdom about where to live and how to communicate, and to help you respond to adversity with kindness and love. His Word is meant to bring healing when it is used in love, not to wound.
You spoke of curses and of hate and of wanting favor restored, and of feeling chased and watched. In Christ, curses are broken at the cross. It is not our own words spoken into existence that create our future, but His word and His authority that stand. Jesus has authority over all evil powers and they are subject to Him. You do not need to strive to make things happen by the force of your own declarations. You can rest in what He has already done and ask Him to cover you and your household.
May the Lord guide you and be with you. I pray that He would touch your body and stop the bleeding and bring complete healing, that He would bring healing to your mom, your children and your grandchildren, and keep your pets safe. I pray that He would lift the weight of hate and fear, return what has been taken, and give you favor and peace. I pray that He would provide a safe dwelling where you are not known by those who would harm you, and that He would keep open a healthy way for you to communicate love to your family from that place. May He give you wisdom in every decision, protect you from those who would steal and destroy, and let His love prevail in every situation. Look to Jesus, for salvation and hope are through Him alone, and He is near to those who call on Him.
Be encouraged that the purposes of God do not fail. Even when we feel we are at the end of our strength or that we have failed, God does not fail His people. Deliverance comes from Him. He is able to accomplish what He has promised, and His care for His people continues. That confidence can steady you when everything feels overwhelming and when it seems nothing you work for remains.
I hear your cry for healing from the bleeding and for that healing to be lasting. The Scripture shows that Jesus went about doing good and healing all kinds of sickness, and that He bore our infirmities and carried our griefs. Healing is truly from Him, yet it comes in different ways that we do not always understand. Sometimes it is instant, as when the woman who had bled for years reached out to touch Jesus and felt in her body that she was healed. Sometimes it is gradual, through the slow and natural processes that God Himself created in our bodies. Those natural processes are still divine, because He is the one who made them. Sometimes the deepest healing He does first is in the mind and emotions, healing the wounds and scars that have built up over time. In every case He is not limited to one pattern. He may touch, He may speak a word, He may work through care given by others. If you are bleeding, please also seek medical care promptly, trusting that God often brings His healing through the skill and help He provides.
Your love for family also reflects what God has shown us, that the family is His creation and that children are a heritage from the Lord. The strength of a life and of a community is tied to that gift. Your desire to be able to say you love your mom and your children, to see them and speak with them by video or phone, and to keep that bond while also having safety and boundaries, is understandable. God promised to be with His people as they go and as they return, and He gives wisdom for each step. When we move out of fear alone or try to cut ourselves off completely, we can carry that fear with us. Ask Him to guide you in every practical preparation, to give you wisdom about where to live and how to communicate, and to help you respond to adversity with kindness and love. His Word is meant to bring healing when it is used in love, not to wound.
You spoke of curses and of hate and of wanting favor restored, and of feeling chased and watched. In Christ, curses are broken at the cross. It is not our own words spoken into existence that create our future, but His word and His authority that stand. Jesus has authority over all evil powers and they are subject to Him. You do not need to strive to make things happen by the force of your own declarations. You can rest in what He has already done and ask Him to cover you and your household.
May the Lord guide you and be with you. I pray that He would touch your body and stop the bleeding and bring complete healing, that He would bring healing to your mom, your children and your grandchildren, and keep your pets safe. I pray that He would lift the weight of hate and fear, return what has been taken, and give you favor and peace. I pray that He would provide a safe dwelling where you are not known by those who would harm you, and that He would keep open a healthy way for you to communicate love to your family from that place. May He give you wisdom in every decision, protect you from those who would steal and destroy, and let His love prevail in every situation. Look to Jesus, for salvation and hope are through Him alone, and He is near to those who call on Him.
