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After 4.5 yrs of dealing with a divorce of 27 years, I wanted nothing to do with meeting another man, dating or anything of that sort. Suddenlly I thought God had a surprise for me and opened up my heart to let another person in. I thought he was great, I knew him from High School, trusted him, we talked, we wrote, sent emails, met for dinner once and we were very close when suddenly everything changed to the point I suddenly felt we were strangers and he wasn't letting me in, he wasn't being attentive, he said I needed a lot of attention and he did not have it to give at this time. so after being frustrated with his wishy washy attitude I finally had enough and said "Stick It" but I loved him by now and am having a hard time dealing with the "why" he had to come into my life to begin with. Was God playing a trick on me, but no I can't believe that, so why? I always lifted him up, I am a very good person, I care for people,I work two backbreaking jobs and I told him I would have never treated him the way he is treating me, so I told him to take all his broken promises that never materialized adn to stick it!!. I still care so much for him and I want prayer that God will restore in his heart the wonderful feeling of letting another person in his life for a possible companion. He seems to care for everyone else, his daughter, his son, his grandkids, you name it except me. He even admitted he was putting me last, so I let go and will continue to let go but I would love it if God could, would restore our friendship and make him realize what he's giving up and to fight for me. jamado
