Who Am I

[chrisnkentucky]

I really dont believe in this sorta thing... I mean why would a God answer mine or your prayer request when, if you prayed and thought I was a woman and I am not. Or there is any kind of justices, this is nothing more than a cruel joke. I am sure that many of you here have never experanced any type of hardship in your lives because of the harsh and cruel things said here. So if for any reason anyone thinks they have been encouraging then think again!

I can honestly say that I would have been better off to have never been born than to endure such double standards. I knew better than to consoult "Christians" they seam to be the worst humans alive. Selfish and judgemental. Its no wonder that I feel the way that I do, I mean I have heard all the lies about how much Your God loves me, there is no evidance of such.

There is not one day that goes by that I dont think about killing myself and its getting harder and harder to convince myself not to do so. I havent had one single thing happen in my life that I can say has gone well. There is nothing that I can say is good or promising either. I am so sick in tired of being alone, that I promise this will be my last day that I ask you, or God for anything.

 

[firstlady]

Christ you are listening for avoice but hear only silence; in the silence is a sound and that sound is God. You may wonderif He is listenint to you and if He is why hasn't he answered; H has. You are exactly where he wants you to, alone with Him. Ask him to hug you and He will. Cry and watch Him collect the tears. I am right where you are today: alone, in the back, in the dark- waiting for God. He is always present, I am not. Where are you? Selah.

 

Heavenly father Jehovah, I come before you in the name of Jesus asking that you reveal yourself to this soul. May you open his eyes as to who you are and let him lean not upon his own understanding but trust in you who created him. Let the holy spirit teach him and guide him and protect him and fill him dear God and give him the strength to carry on... I say this in no other name but the lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

 

[Eugene]

If you hate your life so much, why don´t you get a new one?

You are trying to evaluate your life by your own mind and yout own ideas, but instead try just giving your life to the Lord, and ask Him to lead you whenever He would...

I myself have gone through what you are talking about, and I know what I am saying...I abandoned my own career, my own ambitions, and just began to wait continually on the Lord, asking Him to direct my every step, and in the end I received a new life. I am now a different person in a different country.

Try this message
/>http://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/180/entry-443-is-that-itwhy-am-i-hurting-so-hard/

or
/>http://www.joncourson.com/teaching/teachingsplay.asp?teaching=VSC4017

 

Change you life rejoice chill and i pray for you to appreciate the Lord as there is nothing more positive. heal all negatives in this person. Amen

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