Lilly
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God,
What's going to happen to my life now that my parents, well, my dad and siblings have dropped me? I'm basically x'ed from both sides of my family tree...it's like I'm there, but not there, because no one cares? I keep the hope and faith that something good is going to come out of it and good things will happen to me and continue to happen to me and it will happen. They see me as nothing and see me as going to become nothing, but I want to do something that will significantly change their perception of me. I want to do something so mind-boggling not to prove them wrong, but to prove to myself that good things will happen in my Life and that it has significance and that I can be loved.
God, I don't know, they live in glitz and glam, while me not so much, they drop me. I just want to rise. I don't want to be at the bottom level while continue to see them rise and soar while looking down on me. It's like I'm Cinderella and they're the step sisters and step mom, except they have class and they're blood related. As I ask myself what can I do? All I can do is follow my dreams, do what makes me happy, have hope and faith, not give up and don't quit.
I was 7 when my fate was decided. I was given 7 years and so many days with a family.
I forgive them and I let the hurt and sadness go.
In Jesus' name.
What's going to happen to my life now that my parents, well, my dad and siblings have dropped me? I'm basically x'ed from both sides of my family tree...it's like I'm there, but not there, because no one cares? I keep the hope and faith that something good is going to come out of it and good things will happen to me and continue to happen to me and it will happen. They see me as nothing and see me as going to become nothing, but I want to do something that will significantly change their perception of me. I want to do something so mind-boggling not to prove them wrong, but to prove to myself that good things will happen in my Life and that it has significance and that I can be loved.
God, I don't know, they live in glitz and glam, while me not so much, they drop me. I just want to rise. I don't want to be at the bottom level while continue to see them rise and soar while looking down on me. It's like I'm Cinderella and they're the step sisters and step mom, except they have class and they're blood related. As I ask myself what can I do? All I can do is follow my dreams, do what makes me happy, have hope and faith, not give up and don't quit.
I was 7 when my fate was decided. I was given 7 years and so many days with a family.
I forgive them and I let the hurt and sadness go.
In Jesus' name.