What is my fate?

Lilly

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God,

What's going to happen to my life now that my parents, well, my dad and siblings have dropped me?  I'm basically x'ed from both sides of my family tree...it's like I'm there, but not there, because no one cares?  I keep the hope and faith that something good is going to come out of it and good things will happen to me and continue to happen to me and it will happen.  They see me as nothing and see me as going to become nothing, but I want to do something that will significantly change their perception of me.  I want to do something so mind-boggling not to prove them wrong, but to prove to myself that good things will happen in my Life and that it has significance and that I can be loved.

God, I don't know, they live in glitz and glam, while me not so much, they drop me. I just want to rise.  I don't want to be at the bottom level while continue to see them rise and soar while looking down on me.  It's like I'm Cinderella and they're the step sisters and step mom, except they have class and they're blood related.  As I ask myself what can I do?  All I can do is follow my dreams, do what makes me happy, have hope and faith, not give up and don't quit.

I was 7 when my fate was decided.  I was given 7 years and so many days with a family.

I forgive them and I let the hurt and sadness go.

In Jesus' name.
 
Heavenly Father. Your word in Isaiah 55:9 says “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”  And in response to your word I say “I thank you for being above me and knowing what is best for me.” In this life, we are searching for our purpose and asking for Your will to be done in our lives, oh Lord.

Dear Father, today we pray that not what we want but what we need will be done in our lives, in order to live a life fully invested in You. When fear attempts to consume us, please destroy it with your perfect love because we know that You cast out all fear. We also pray, that when we are tempted to turn back and ignore Your will oh Father, You chasten our spirits, and help us to see that You only want the best for us. Help us realize, that anything You bring into our lives is for our good.

We pray that You give us a spirit of acceptance and a heart open to Your move in our lives. Above all, let us always desire to be with You above all things. In Jesus’ Name we pray. Amen
 
The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged (Deuteronomy 31:8)

When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles (Psalms 34:17).

Put you trust in the Lord. He is Faithful to His Word, I am praying for you.
 
"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." 2 Corinthians 4:17

May the Lord wrap his arms around you and keep you at peace. God Bless!
 
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Amen. May this prayer reach God's high Temple and be met with favour. In Jesus Name I Pray. Amen 
 

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