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P.J.
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God i was blessed to get a message from the girl i love but it wasnt the right type. She said she we were done and I dont want that. Honestly God this woman is my sun my stars and my moon. I would take a bullet for that girl and if she could read this I would tell her im sorry for acting the way I did it was dumb of me and i admit it was, if you would give me a chance to explain myself and give me another shot I will not mess up I will put my life in God's hand. So if i mess up then he can take my life away, thats how much im willing to get you back into my life. I have been going through alot with school and everybody pressuring me but all I wanted to focus on was you because you are the reason I look forward to this next school year I promise to God that is the reason but I love you and I always will I pray to God that you meant what you said when you told me that you can never leave me and if you did you would come back. I pray that today is not the last time i get to talk to the love of my life I really did love you and im sorry i screwed up I just love so much that i can tell you for years but I do want you back babe. God I hope you can forgive me and find it in your heart and the girl I loves heart to forgive me because Ive been depressed as of late and my heart hurts alot and these thoughts come into my head that my life is almost over and I cry and cry because I dont want that. Before I died i wanted to marry this girl and have a family but ever since these problems i created I really need help so God I come to you for help to make me better and to bring me back to the girl please thats all I want. Amen
