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P.J.
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God, I was blessed to get a message from the girl I love, but it wasn't the right type. She said we were done, and I don't want that. Honestly, God, this woman is my sun, my stars, and my moon. I would take a bullet for that girl, and if she could read this, I would tell her I'm sorry for acting the way I did; it was dumb of me, and I admit it was. If you would give me a chance to explain myself and give me another shot, I will not mess up; I will put my life in God's hand. So if I mess up, then He can take my life away; that's how much I'm willing to get you back into my life. I have been going through a lot with school and everybody pressuring me, but all I wanted to focus on was you because you are the reason I look forward to this next school year. I promise to God that is the reason, but I love you, and I always will. I pray to God that you meant what you said when you told me that you can never leave me and if you did, you would come back. I pray that today is not the last time I get to talk to the love of my life. I really did love you, and I'm sorry I screwed up. I just love so much that I can tell you for years, but I do want you back, babe. God, I hope you can forgive me and find it in your heart and the girl I love's heart to forgive me because I've been depressed as of late, and my heart hurts a lot, and these thoughts come into my head that my life is almost over, and I cry and cry because I don't want that. Before I died, I wanted to marry this girl and have a family, but ever since these problems I created, I really need help, so God, I come to you for help to make me better and to bring me back to the girl. Please, that's all I want. Amen.
