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Well, it is that time of year again -- It is around my old boyfriend ###'s birthday and around the holidays when I know he will be coming back from ### to visit his children, etc. And today I am posting almost the same post I did last year!!! ### was very abusive. I broke things off with him. But in his own way, ### really did love me. Anyway, the dreams have started -- Every night I am haunted by the same dream: I go back to see if he still wants me, but he has found another woman. Please pray the dreams will stop. I am waking up crying every morning. Also, please pray I do NOT run into him while he is in town and that I do not succumb to the temptation of texting or calling him. Thank you for praying. Lamb.
