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Thaddo1018
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It started when I was a child. I began to question my own existence...I looked at everything around me, and I would wonder how it got there. I could not comprehend how my very soul came to be. It sounds so confusing, but it would keep me up at night, every night. It would drive me crazy; imagine trying to think about an infinite topic. Such as eternity. It would drive you crazy, right? That is how I have felt since I was younger. It is though I have extreme self-awareness. I have had numerous brain scans, and nobody has found anything. I have always used it to explain the existence of God. How could nature alone create such a complex being? I think too deeply about things....Please, pray for me. Please. It has brought about depression, suicidal thoughts...If anyone can relate at all, please help. It's as though my body is here, but my mind and soul are elsewhere, in some distant place.