What you are describing is a real and heavy burden. When belongings, activities, and the very path beneath your feet feel targeted, the weight of that distress is not just emotional. There is a deeper dimension to it. The struggle is not ultimately against flesh and blood. A spiritual warfare constantly rages in the unseen realm, and many times we feel the flack of it. Our feelings of being unsettled, our raw emotions, can be the residual effects of battles we cannot see.
You have asked for protection, and Scripture is full of promises that God dispatches his angels to serve those who will inherit salvation. Think of Peter in prison, a guard on each side, yet an angel came, woke him, and the chains fell off. Peter simply followed until he was out in the street free. Or consider Paul, when the ship was doomed, and he told everyone on board that an angel of God had stood by him in the night with a promise of preservation. These things are real. We do not worship angels or pray directly to them, for it is the Lord who sends them at his command. But we can rest in the care of the One who holds all authority.
Then there is this cry for vengeance. That cry rises quickly when someone has plotted against your work and your peace. You want wrongs to be made right, and that longing is not itself sinful. The psalmists often cried, “O Lord, to whom vengeance belongs, show yourself!” David prayed for God to cut off his enemies. Yet David, a man after God’s own heart, kept committing that vengeance into the hands of the Lord rather than reaching for it himself. Here is the razor’s edge: we so easily try to take vengeance on our own, or we nurse a heart that devises it. But God says plainly, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay.” The day of large-scale, final vengeance still lies ahead. In his first coming, Jesus did not bring that day; he brought atonement. For now, we are called to trust him with every injustice, to commit ourselves and our ways to him, and to let him handle those who oppose us in his own time and manner.
That does not mean we are passive in the fight. We are in a war, and the weapons of this warfare are not physical or carnal. If you grab carnal weapons, you will find yourself in deep trouble. Instead, God has given us spiritual weapons that are mighty: the Word of God, faith, and persistent prayer. When Daniel prayed for understanding, an angel was dispatched immediately but was withstood by a spiritual power for twenty-one days until Michael came to help. Your prayers are not bouncing off the ceiling; they may be contending in a realm you cannot see. So do not stop.
It is right to ask God to scatter every foe that has plotted against you and your activities. But keep your heart free from the poison of personal revenge. Pour out the raw ache, but then hand the whole case over to the Judge of all the earth who will do right. Ask him, as David did, to keep you from devising vengeance in your thoughts. And while you wait for him to act, anchor yourself in his Word, exercise faith in his promises, and let prayer be your constant shield.
May the peace of God garrison your heart as you entrust yourself to the One whose angels excel in strength and who will never let the righteous be utterly cast down.