Wanting To Receive Gods Gift

[neegod1984]

Hello, My friend was talking to me about God tonight on a chat program called Ventrilo and it just occured to me that I really need God in my life.. I have prayed before but I get really discouraged and I give up sometimes.. I am the type of guy that holds my feelings in and it is VERY hard for me to let out sometimes I feel like crying and sometimes I just let it build and build with my struggle.. I am depressed but I try not to show it to my family but my mom knows it.. I am 25 years old and I really want to be saved and set free and lifted from this cloud of chains and sorrow I REALLY want to be happy.. I do have a bible but reason why I do not read it is because I do not know what to read.. I dont want to read it for the sake of it. I want to read it because I want to know God.. I do think about him here and there but in times I get distracted because some of my other friends wont accept that he exists and so that discourages me and puts me in an awekward spot.. I am the type of guy that just builds a lot of frustration inside my heart and this is why i do not know how to set it free and I am REALLY scared to let it out and now im starting to get emotional because of my sins.. I do thank you for reading this and preayers would be so grateful to me to help me overcome the odds.. I need my faith and I want to walk the line with God / Jesus I want to be what he wanted me to be all along.. I want this burden gone for good my sins washed away my heart filled with joy and love I need this peace in my heart.. I love you guys thank you

 

[rossow63]

dear god bless this man give him strenght let him know that his sins are forgiven all he has to do is ask dear lord please help him with his depression comfort him help him to to really get to know you i pray dear god that he may find the kind of friends that might be able to help him in his search to really get to know you in the name of jesus i pray amen

 

[sluggo]

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[samanthawhitt]

I lift you up to God right now- accepting him into your heart is so important and it will be the best decision you will ever make in your life. I have a number for cbn=the 700 club where you can actually speak to someone about getting saved, i dont know if they are in on the weekends but you can call for prayer req to heres the number 1-800-759-0700 God bless you on this journey. I pray that God also helps you wiht your emotions and the abiity to open up to other also God bless you!!!