Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have tried to take God's place as ruler of my own life and the lives of others. I realize that I have tried to manipulate His laws to fit my idea of how I want righteousness to be. From church I remember that the Holy Spirit works in believers, producing citizens of the Kingdom of God that will share God's values, desires, culture, and heart. I can say that I have been completely opposite to this. I have had a different governor in me producing the likes of a different kingdom. I realize I am off and I have allowed this to happen. I do not feel a pull from God to Him, so I am coming to His Kingdom and asking that you would petition before Him. My name is ###, and my wife's name is ### and we are both off, me more so but never the less we have both been off the mark. A house divided against itself cannot stand so I am asking if you would petition to your God a revival for my wife and I, and for our son too. Ultimately this is my fault because I was supposed to instill values of the Kingdom of God into our family and I did not. I chose a different path, but I want to return. I do want God's love to enter my heart and for His Kingdom to come to our family. I need a true revelation of Jesus, one that I could stand on to have faith. Please help, thank you.
