I don't wanna move out and live in the United States. Because I'm kinda selfish and I like where I live now. My mom told me we could live there with one of my family members because our life has been getting difficult with cash and stuff and I say yeah so she doesn't scowl at me or anything but in reality, I don't want to live there. I'm aware that I'm selfish for this, because I kinda want to see the one who likes and maybe because my ex is still here. I know my thoughts like that are bad excuses but that's not the only reason I don't wanna leave, I love living here and I'm used to it, and going to another place will make me uncomfortable. If anyone can pray for her to say otherwise please do or you're free to call me selfish, this is just how I feel about it.
