boazgirl
Account Closed
I am waiting for guidance from God in some form. I have no more ideas or ways to fix my life, God holds the key to whatever steps I must take next to survive...I put the yoke on him...I can't bear any more, so I have given it to God and so far he seems to be guiding me to the right people and protects me when I need protecting...! I need to find a new ongoing type of abundance and favor from God not just miracles, even though it would be nice...I need God's help to keep us going financially, spiritually and every other part of my life...! I read in someone's link to me by some preacher, that we need to ask for long term ways to recover and stay that way...not keep going back to a place where we need miracles...long term money to be self sufficient, health after recovery from illness etc. after the miracles and blessings we need to get healing that stays healed....! I thought this was an awesome lesson from God...! I am learning every day and praying every day for help....and slowly with baby steps learning to survive the awful storms of life, that I have yes for the most part caused, but God is showing me how to trust and believe and yes have joy someday soon in the morning. Everyone that feels afraid of the future and feels they will never come up for air and they are drowning in sorrow, crisis, and evil lurks at every minute in their lives....stop look satan in the face and tell him to take a hike you are not going down this way....and ask Jesus to help you tell him to take a hike...cus you are too weak alone. He is always there even though we sometimes feel the wall is up between us....just keep fighting and pushing he understands we are weak....I hope he does cus I am weak...and need to pray for strength every day...GOD GIVE US ALL STRENGTH THAT FEEL WEAK IN THE KNEES AND ARE EASILY deceived and slump into depression over our pasts and can't seem to move on...! I know for those not in this place and of strong faith you think we are hopeless to get through to, and for those that are in this place....you think it will never end well, I think it will we just can't give up..there is a path out I found it but I am still wandering along that path ... keep moving forward...God will help you and me!
