Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am going out with an amazing Christian guy right now, and we are getting along great, but I am starting to have a major fear haunt me. He has already admitted he is a virgin, but I haven't had the chance to tell him yet that I am not. I was a Christian ever since I was a child, but a couple of years ago, I went through a rebellious phase of my life. I lost my virginity, and continued sinning sexually with a few other guys, either going all the way or very close. I am so ashamed of what I have done and have already begged God for forgiveness multiple times. God has turned my life around, and now I strongly believe in saving sex for marriage. But I don't want to deceive a guy either... Plus, I'm afraid that sooner or later the truth would come out even if I tried to hide it.
Please pray that whenever this topic of conversation does come up with him, that he would be filled with compassion and not want to reject or look down on me because of my past mistakes. I want a new start. Who I am now is very different and wiser than who I used to be. I want to honor God in this relationship. Please pray that God would bless our relationship since I really want it to be Christ-centered. And please pray that this guy would love and accept me as I am, past and all. Thanks so much for your prayers and God bless!
Please pray that whenever this topic of conversation does come up with him, that he would be filled with compassion and not want to reject or look down on me because of my past mistakes. I want a new start. Who I am now is very different and wiser than who I used to be. I want to honor God in this relationship. Please pray that God would bless our relationship since I really want it to be Christ-centered. And please pray that this guy would love and accept me as I am, past and all. Thanks so much for your prayers and God bless!
