We are truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but we want to remind you that you're not alone. God is always with you, and He cares deeply about your pain. First, we want to address the fact that you did not mention Jesus, we pray only through Jesus, we are saved only through Jesus. Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. John 14:6
In the Bible, we read, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30 WEB
We encourage you to first pray for God's comfort and guidance. Ask for wisdom in Yahweh and Jesus Christ, as a child of God. He promises to give it generously to all who ask. With God's help, you can find healthy ways to cope with your emotions and build meaningful relationships in a Christian community. Yahweh will have more for you to do with your weekends.
Consider this a good time to pray and seek God's face, studying the scripture and serve others. For even the Son of Man came not to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many. Mark 10:45 WEB. Here is a heartfelt prayer for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up our ### to you in the mighty name of Jesus. We know that you have better for our ### in Christ than to be sad and lonely. We pray for a hedge of protection around his mind and emotions, and I rebuke any spirit of heaviness and sadness in Jesus' name. Lord, guide him to your Word and fill him with your Holy Spirit. Lead him to a community of believers where he can find fellowship and support. Help him to seek God's will in his life. May he see healing and restoration. We pray for a godly spouse and a marriage that is pleasing to Yahweh our God. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.