Urgently Need Help Things Are Getting Worst In My Life

[Christ Follower]

I really don't know what to do. I pray and you help me but for some reasons the prayers don't work. I am still having the same problems and more problems. Here are the problems I'm not happy I am still waiting on a response from the job I really want I had the interview with them back in July but they never call me I called myself and the interviewer said they will call me but did not call me back. I hate that it started to get cold in my state. I don't like the cold. I can't stand it anymore. Its only August but I feel so cold already. I have been looking for homes to buy still no results I an looking for a good and cheap homes with many rooms and not too far from the city. I wanted to start a business but I learn that they won't open new locations in my state. My stomach is still bloated I hate my body, I'm not looking good like I used to I gained too much weight. I'm so drained still emotionally psychologically and physically. My mother still cuss at me daily it never stops. Now that her sister is here she totally abandoned me. She is so rude its insane she spend the whole day with her sister and I called to let her know I was on my way home after a shift from work she did not even come home I waited waited waited nothing she was with her sister since afternoon so she spend the whole day and whole night there then I'm thinking she will eventually show up its getting late i brought some food from my place of work and luckily this time the food was not bad I thought of her and that I will share some food with her I also had some cake. Still a no show I was totally shocked I went outside and called her and ask where she was she told me with lots of ease that she was still with her sister. My mother is so heartless to me she treats everyone nice in my bad family they only using her but she is totally blind she had been blind for years and refuse to open her eyes. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of how she treats me she treats me very badly with bad words and bad actions. She disrespects me all the time. God help me do something before I explode!!!!!!!

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[kjoy]

I am not sure exactly what to say other then the remind you that God is with you, he hears you so do not give up hope. It seems like you are hurting in so many ways, leave it all at the cross. Take one thing one day at a time. Read your bible and pray, hold onto God's word and his promises. Do not let your pain or hurt lead you to be bitter or unforgiving because that is the enemies victory. Hold onto hope, faith, and love. Take care of yourself and let God work on those around you, pray for them and let your light shine.