astropepsi
Humble Servant
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME URGENT PRAYER REQUEST!!! Please pray for me I beg of you!
So several different people have hurt me really badly and made me really depressed and suicidal and I really need reconciliation and restored friendship with these people!
Last year a former friend and sister in Christ hurt me badly so many times and kicked me out of her life and ended the friendship and blocked and unfollowed and unfriended me on social media and won't talk to me and is estranged to me and said and did really mean hurtful things that hurt me so bad and made me want to die and made me hurt myself and get lose all my money and get hospitalized and be depressed and suicidal and miserable every single waking moment of every day ever since last school year then another former friend and brother in Christ did something similar and ended the friendship and kicked me out of his life and ignores me and said and did mean and hurtful things and I really need, not just want, but need, and deserve and am entitled to and have a right to a sincere apology and reconciliation and restored friendship and for them to ask and beg my forgiveness because it’s the right thing to do and what they said and did was wrong whether they admit it or not.
I really don't just want but actually need them to reconcile with me and for God to supernaturally heal and restore the relationship and friendship with them because every waking moment and second of every waking day has been pure torment anguish agony suffering hurt and pain depressing suicidal broken hurt brokenhearted defeated hopeless dead inside and progressively getting worse to the point I have no hope or life in me anymore and I promise you I don't just want this reconciliation and restored friendship I need it and deserve it and am entitled to it even though I'm the first to say that no one is entitled to anything in this life because I was wronged and sinned against and transgressed against and I deserve better and the things I'm asking…
The Bible says that if you are laying your altar sacrifice offering at the altar of God and your brother has something against you leave your offering at the altar and go and reconcile and make things right with him before you claim to leave an offering to and worship God with all your heart mind and soul and in Phillipians Paul says in his letter that two people are fighting and to pray for them and help them resolve their dispute together he actually names them in his letter to addressing the whole church and tells them to help them reconcile and fix their problems and quarelling with them but Bianca and Peter are being unrepentant and sinful and refuse to admit what they did and are still doing is sinful and wrong and against God's will and not honoring and pleasing to him and they keep hurting me every day they don't do it so they need to sincerely apologize and ask and beg my forgiveness and repent and feel bad and guilty and sorry and conviction of the Holy Spirit and bring me back in their life and reconcile and make things right and be my friend and for Bianca she can unblock and follow and friend me back on social media and talk to me and not be estranged and not refuse to talk to me and kick me out of her life and Peter can stop ignoring me and talk to me an have me be in his life too and keep his promises to me to always love and care about me and be my best great friend forever and never give up on me and for me to never lose him and for him to always respond to me and never ignore me because he made all those promises to me but broke all of them like the liar he is and they were both so coldhearted and cruel and unloving uncaring unchristianlike uncompassionate unempathetic unjust unrighteous unholy unGodly unkind and all around horrible and I deserve better and people telling me to "move on" or stop caring or "let it go" orget over it and leave the past there don't realize I need this and deserve it and am entitled to it more than I want it and I really want it because I won't be happy and healthy and safe and stop hurting myself and not be depressed and suicidal and broken and dead inside and hopeless and in pain and suffering and agony and anguish and torment and neverending constant daily misery every waking moment of every day until this happens plus the Bible says we are ONE BODY as in ONE BODY OF CHRIST and the sum of parts is not greater than the whole because we must have harmony and UNITY in the one body of Christ NOT DIVISION like the enemy Satan wants us to have by creating discord jealousy envy hatred broken bonds and being estranged but God wants us as a body to have Harmony and Unity not division and animousity and being estranged from each other because as one body and bride of Christ we are a family and all have a function and role to play if the church is divided and broken we cannot effectively function as a whole and body as we are intended to we won't be as effective as a body of Christ and church if we are divided and estranged we were meant to work in unison and harmony because the eye doesn't work without the brain and the legs without the spine and the hand without the head so we each play a part of the body of Christ and if we are so estranged that we can't and wont be in each others lives or even talk to each other we cannot effectively serve and lead as the body of Christ and lead an effective ministry for Christ and furthering the kingdom and glory of God in this earth so because we are estranged and can't stand each other and refuse to talk to each other and be in each others lives so until they repent and feel conviction of the Holy Spirit and feel bad and guilty and sorry and sincerely apologize and ask and beg me and God for forgiveness and admit what they did and are still doing is sinful and wrong and not pleasing to God and they reconcile with me and make things right and unkick me out of their life and unblock and follow and friend me back on social media and talk to me and stop ignoring me and be my friend and stop being estranged from me and keep their promises and actually put their money where their mouths are and show and prove they love and care about me as they are called and commanded to do by God I won't be happy healthy and safe and in a sane stable safe peaceful non depressed suicidal happy joyful Holy Spirit centered State of Mind and also equally as bad we will not be obeying God's commandments and verses in his word where he commands us to reconcile and be friends and brothers and sisters in Christ before we claim to love and worship him and offer anything and to not be estranged and refuse to talk to each other and be in each others lives because we cannot effectively live for God and further his glory and kingdom on his earth if we do not act as one body together in Unity and Harmony and have divison and animousity and estranged like the enemy the lion seeking whom he may devour wants so please please please PLEASE PRAY FOR ME FOR ALL THESE THINGS I'M BEGGING YOU ITS URGENT AN EMERGENCY AND I NEED IT AND IT HAS TO HAPPEN so please pray for God to supernaturally move in a big way and work miracles and supernaturally heal and restore these friendships and have divine supernatural intervention and answer out prayers PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU thank you so much and please pray for all these things to be resolved and happen soon thanks again so much I really appreciate it much love and God Bless!
Your Brother in Christ,
Zack
So several different people have hurt me really badly and made me really depressed and suicidal and I really need reconciliation and restored friendship with these people!
Last year a former friend and sister in Christ hurt me badly so many times and kicked me out of her life and ended the friendship and blocked and unfollowed and unfriended me on social media and won't talk to me and is estranged to me and said and did really mean hurtful things that hurt me so bad and made me want to die and made me hurt myself and get lose all my money and get hospitalized and be depressed and suicidal and miserable every single waking moment of every day ever since last school year then another former friend and brother in Christ did something similar and ended the friendship and kicked me out of his life and ignores me and said and did mean and hurtful things and I really need, not just want, but need, and deserve and am entitled to and have a right to a sincere apology and reconciliation and restored friendship and for them to ask and beg my forgiveness because it’s the right thing to do and what they said and did was wrong whether they admit it or not.
I really don't just want but actually need them to reconcile with me and for God to supernaturally heal and restore the relationship and friendship with them because every waking moment and second of every waking day has been pure torment anguish agony suffering hurt and pain depressing suicidal broken hurt brokenhearted defeated hopeless dead inside and progressively getting worse to the point I have no hope or life in me anymore and I promise you I don't just want this reconciliation and restored friendship I need it and deserve it and am entitled to it even though I'm the first to say that no one is entitled to anything in this life because I was wronged and sinned against and transgressed against and I deserve better and the things I'm asking…
The Bible says that if you are laying your altar sacrifice offering at the altar of God and your brother has something against you leave your offering at the altar and go and reconcile and make things right with him before you claim to leave an offering to and worship God with all your heart mind and soul and in Phillipians Paul says in his letter that two people are fighting and to pray for them and help them resolve their dispute together he actually names them in his letter to addressing the whole church and tells them to help them reconcile and fix their problems and quarelling with them but Bianca and Peter are being unrepentant and sinful and refuse to admit what they did and are still doing is sinful and wrong and against God's will and not honoring and pleasing to him and they keep hurting me every day they don't do it so they need to sincerely apologize and ask and beg my forgiveness and repent and feel bad and guilty and sorry and conviction of the Holy Spirit and bring me back in their life and reconcile and make things right and be my friend and for Bianca she can unblock and follow and friend me back on social media and talk to me and not be estranged and not refuse to talk to me and kick me out of her life and Peter can stop ignoring me and talk to me an have me be in his life too and keep his promises to me to always love and care about me and be my best great friend forever and never give up on me and for me to never lose him and for him to always respond to me and never ignore me because he made all those promises to me but broke all of them like the liar he is and they were both so coldhearted and cruel and unloving uncaring unchristianlike uncompassionate unempathetic unjust unrighteous unholy unGodly unkind and all around horrible and I deserve better and people telling me to "move on" or stop caring or "let it go" orget over it and leave the past there don't realize I need this and deserve it and am entitled to it more than I want it and I really want it because I won't be happy and healthy and safe and stop hurting myself and not be depressed and suicidal and broken and dead inside and hopeless and in pain and suffering and agony and anguish and torment and neverending constant daily misery every waking moment of every day until this happens plus the Bible says we are ONE BODY as in ONE BODY OF CHRIST and the sum of parts is not greater than the whole because we must have harmony and UNITY in the one body of Christ NOT DIVISION like the enemy Satan wants us to have by creating discord jealousy envy hatred broken bonds and being estranged but God wants us as a body to have Harmony and Unity not division and animousity and being estranged from each other because as one body and bride of Christ we are a family and all have a function and role to play if the church is divided and broken we cannot effectively function as a whole and body as we are intended to we won't be as effective as a body of Christ and church if we are divided and estranged we were meant to work in unison and harmony because the eye doesn't work without the brain and the legs without the spine and the hand without the head so we each play a part of the body of Christ and if we are so estranged that we can't and wont be in each others lives or even talk to each other we cannot effectively serve and lead as the body of Christ and lead an effective ministry for Christ and furthering the kingdom and glory of God in this earth so because we are estranged and can't stand each other and refuse to talk to each other and be in each others lives so until they repent and feel conviction of the Holy Spirit and feel bad and guilty and sorry and sincerely apologize and ask and beg me and God for forgiveness and admit what they did and are still doing is sinful and wrong and not pleasing to God and they reconcile with me and make things right and unkick me out of their life and unblock and follow and friend me back on social media and talk to me and stop ignoring me and be my friend and stop being estranged from me and keep their promises and actually put their money where their mouths are and show and prove they love and care about me as they are called and commanded to do by God I won't be happy healthy and safe and in a sane stable safe peaceful non depressed suicidal happy joyful Holy Spirit centered State of Mind and also equally as bad we will not be obeying God's commandments and verses in his word where he commands us to reconcile and be friends and brothers and sisters in Christ before we claim to love and worship him and offer anything and to not be estranged and refuse to talk to each other and be in each others lives because we cannot effectively live for God and further his glory and kingdom on his earth if we do not act as one body together in Unity and Harmony and have divison and animousity and estranged like the enemy the lion seeking whom he may devour wants so please please please PLEASE PRAY FOR ME FOR ALL THESE THINGS I'M BEGGING YOU ITS URGENT AN EMERGENCY AND I NEED IT AND IT HAS TO HAPPEN so please pray for God to supernaturally move in a big way and work miracles and supernaturally heal and restore these friendships and have divine supernatural intervention and answer out prayers PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU thank you so much and please pray for all these things to be resolved and happen soon thanks again so much I really appreciate it much love and God Bless!
Your Brother in Christ,
Zack
