Anonymous
Beloved of All
I had a friend who got in a bad situation. One of sexual immorality. I made attempts to help them out, and for them to see the wrongness of the situation. In the process, I was talked about and put down by others, to my friend. Recently,one of the women involved contacted my friend, about me,having heard things. And my friend called me, and rather than defend me, seemed to try and speak for the other person.
I have felt hurt and wronged, deeply. Two women involved have hurt me, and said seemingly bad things about me. My friend said he somewhat did defend me, but not fully. My reputation was hurt,not all facts were known, and I am holding a secret for fear of fully exposing others, knowing I would not want to be exposed. But simultaneously, I feel a desire to be defended by my friend, for them to stand up and say it was wrong to put me down, that I was right to help as I did, and that they were even thankful for the help.. And not to allow these two,albeit precious souls, to say these things without feeling a desire to defend me and have them stop.
It hurts, because few know about what happened, while I am left looking and feeling embarrassed and perhaps silly because the full truth isn't known.
Tomorrow, I may be around those women...Please, would you pray for me? I desire so for God to defend me, greatly, and to heal and help me. And to save them as well.. And for my friend to realize it was wrong to not stand up for me,more, and to defend me,knowing the things said were wrong, and that it was wrong of them to say as the did. ANd that my friend would expres gratitude, as that would show they see something in what I tried to do, rather than simply treat me as if I was wrong, or hurt me by not acting rightly..
I know this is long. Please forgive. The hurt has been great, and the suffering much in silence, as I don't know how to convey the truth and defend me without exposing others..
Thank you very much,for your prayers,and God bless..
I have felt hurt and wronged, deeply. Two women involved have hurt me, and said seemingly bad things about me. My friend said he somewhat did defend me, but not fully. My reputation was hurt,not all facts were known, and I am holding a secret for fear of fully exposing others, knowing I would not want to be exposed. But simultaneously, I feel a desire to be defended by my friend, for them to stand up and say it was wrong to put me down, that I was right to help as I did, and that they were even thankful for the help.. And not to allow these two,albeit precious souls, to say these things without feeling a desire to defend me and have them stop.
It hurts, because few know about what happened, while I am left looking and feeling embarrassed and perhaps silly because the full truth isn't known.
Tomorrow, I may be around those women...Please, would you pray for me? I desire so for God to defend me, greatly, and to heal and help me. And to save them as well.. And for my friend to realize it was wrong to not stand up for me,more, and to defend me,knowing the things said were wrong, and that it was wrong of them to say as the did. ANd that my friend would expres gratitude, as that would show they see something in what I tried to do, rather than simply treat me as if I was wrong, or hurt me by not acting rightly..
I know this is long. Please forgive. The hurt has been great, and the suffering much in silence, as I don't know how to convey the truth and defend me without exposing others..
Thank you very much,for your prayers,and God bless..