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Well, I’m able to keep my job. However, I can’t miss anymore days or even be late. I was written up. The formal write-up will be in my work folder for as long as I work at my place of employment. It will affect any possibility of advancement, so my chances of moving up in the company are slim to none. I’m happy to still have a job, but not so happy because I feel even more boxed in and more depressed. I don’t get it. You would think being able to keep my job would be enough, but unfortunately, it’s not enough.
Someone told me to stop feeling sorry for myself, get over it, and move on. It’s not that I feel sorry for myself. It’s more that I’m truly hurt by God, and in turn, it has broken me. I’ve been trying for days to try and express my feelings into words for this post, but I can’t find the right words that will even begin to express the depth of my pain. There’s so much I would like to say but just can’t write it all down. The words won’t come…
I just need prayers to be completely healed spiritually, emotionally, and financially. As far as my job is concerned, just pray that I will be able to stay on early morning shift with Sundays off for now. There’s no possibility for advancement in the near future, so I’m stuck in a job that I hate and a life I really don’t want...
I just had a thought… I don’t understand my purpose in life. If you knew the details of my life, all the pain and struggles, nothing ever working out in any area of my life to where I’ve never been able to have success in anything… Anyway, I just don’t know why I’m here…
Well, I’m able to keep my job. However, I can’t miss anymore days or even be late. I was written up. The formal write-up will be in my work folder for as long as I work at my place of employment. It will affect any possibility of advancement, so my chances of moving up in the company are slim to none. I’m happy to still have a job, but not so happy because I feel even more boxed in and more depressed. I don’t get it. You would think being able to keep my job would be enough, but unfortunately, it’s not enough.
Someone told me to stop feeling sorry for myself, get over it, and move on. It’s not that I feel sorry for myself. It’s more that I’m truly hurt by God, and in turn, it has broken me. I’ve been trying for days to try and express my feelings into words for this post, but I can’t find the right words that will even begin to express the depth of my pain. There’s so much I would like to say but just can’t write it all down. The words won’t come…
I just need prayers to be completely healed spiritually, emotionally, and financially. As far as my job is concerned, just pray that I will be able to stay on early morning shift with Sundays off for now. There’s no possibility for advancement in the near future, so I’m stuck in a job that I hate and a life I really don’t want...
I just had a thought… I don’t understand my purpose in life. If you knew the details of my life, all the pain and struggles, nothing ever working out in any area of my life to where I’ve never been able to have success in anything… Anyway, I just don’t know why I’m here…
