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Well, I was able to see the doctor today and was given an Rx. The doctor said I should be feeling better soon. I don’t know about my job yet, but I have a doctor’s note. Hopefully, my employer will understand.
I had something happen today, and I really don't want to go into it. I just need prayer over it. God knows the details, so I'm requesting a silent prayer. You know, I was starting to feel better spiritually and emotionally. God was starting to open my eyes to some things, and I was starting to see God’s presence in my life again. As a result, I felt hope for the first time in a very long time. I realized how much God has looked out for me. I’ve had the same job for almost three years, and the truth is that I should have been fired a long time ago. I have missed so much work due to my depression. I know without any doubts that it’s God who has been protecting my job. I thought just maybe it would be the beginning of my healing process. My life would start to get better from here. But, what’s so frustrating is EVERY TIME I start to feel better God lets Satan come in and pull me down. It’s as if I NEVER get a break. I feel so overwhelmed right now. I just want to feel good without it being so short-lived. I guess I need God to protect my whole life and not just my job, maybe that’s it. I should be asking for FULL protection.
I had something happen today, and I really don't want to go into it. I just need prayer over it. God knows the details, so I'm requesting a silent prayer. You know, I was starting to feel better spiritually and emotionally. God was starting to open my eyes to some things, and I was starting to see God’s presence in my life again. As a result, I felt hope for the first time in a very long time. I realized how much God has looked out for me. I’ve had the same job for almost three years, and the truth is that I should have been fired a long time ago. I have missed so much work due to my depression. I know without any doubts that it’s God who has been protecting my job. I thought just maybe it would be the beginning of my healing process. My life would start to get better from here. But, what’s so frustrating is EVERY TIME I start to feel better God lets Satan come in and pull me down. It’s as if I NEVER get a break. I feel so overwhelmed right now. I just want to feel good without it being so short-lived. I guess I need God to protect my whole life and not just my job, maybe that’s it. I should be asking for FULL protection.
