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UPDATE: I’m still struggling with depression. I’ve gone to work for two weeks without missing a day or going home early, which is a big accomplishment for me. However, I’m very depressed. In spite of all the depression and absenteeism, my supervisor is willing to mentor me and try to help me get some type of promotion in hopes that this will give me some confidence and improve my finances, which will, in turn, hopefully, help me overcome my depression. My supervisor is supposed to give me some extra small tasks to do in preparation of getting a promotion. He’s training me on the side in hopes that this will give me the experience I need to move up. But, since I’ve been back to work, my supervisor has only trained me one day. I’ve gone to him every day asking him if we are going to train today, and he says yes, but it never happens. It’s has me very sad. I’m hoping that his intentions are honorable and that he will be able to find the time to train me. I’m on the verge of tears but trying to stay positive. I’m also struggling with the fact that I’ve never been married. I’m so tired of being alone. I just want to be happy, loved and financially secured. My greatest fear is that I will live my whole life unhappy, alone, feeling unloved, incompetent and financially unable to take care of myself. I try to pray and talk to God, but even this is a struggle for me. Thanks for your prayers.
