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SteveRC
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Ok. I get really confused here and need some guidance/prayers/advice. I received some wonderful prayers from SilentAngel, Lacey, and Valerie, which honestly have helped me through the day (thank you all), which started kind of rough and sad. I began to feel God's peace in my heart again and then my attorney and my wife's (who is working on being my ex wife) attorney sent me emails talking about the divorce. Again, my spirit is crushed with the reminder of what is going on and how it isn't stopping. I immediately prayed for this to stop and my wife's heart to open up again to the possibility of reconciliation, but the adversity is still all around me. I am holding it together, but each time something like this comes up, my heart breaks in two. I try to have faith that God is working in the background and something good will happen, but this kind of stuff just kills my faith. I feel like a complete failure to God, my daughter, my wifem, and my family all over again....... :tinysmile_cry_t4:
