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Fort-zeal
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In dire need of the power of prayer. I truly need, and desire to be happily married to my wife of nine years, but the trials and tribulations we seem to encounter over and over are becoming overwhelming. I have turned from a confident hardworking young man to an insecure boy it seems in the past few years. Uncertain of things I have no physical proof of, but people telling me things and when I bring it up it's disregarded. A past I had no issue with leaving alone now surrounds me almost daily because we just recently moved back to her hometown and she is spending a lot of time with old friends physically and on -banned site- now. I'm on the road a lot so I don't get the chance to interact as a couple with that history and I'm finding out more and more about that history that makes me extremely uncomfortable. The last thing I want to do is be controlling, but I have respecfully cut ties with all my ex girlfriend for the comfort of my wife, and now I'm expected to be friends with hers. The affection, cute love, smiles, alot has seemed to almost go away in relation to the current event.
Please Lord, help me.
Please Lord, help me.