Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I thought the worst of my problems might have been over. I just keep having one big problem show up after another. It's threatening my business, and my reputation as a hard worker. I am questioning why I bother trying to do right anymore. It just blows up in my face. I am not able to keep up with work, and my school work is getting harder and harder to control. I'm not getting enough sleep, and I am constantly under pressure from someone or something. I can't live like this anymore, I need a break. As soon as one thing starts going decent, another falls apart. I can't win for losing. I'm scared I'm gonna lose customers, I'm scared I'm gonna start losing money, and business which is not helping anything. I'm afraid of disappointing my parents, and my customers. I am scared to death of failing in school, and I can't seem to get my act together for anything. I'm sick of feeling guilty all the time because I can't make anyone happy. I'm sick of it. I need rest. But that does not happen in the real world. It seems like I never get a break. I need help.
