First thing first....you are under attack by Satan in this area because he knows how you feel concerning this matter. He sees this now as an area of weakness for which he can work his evil will through. Our minds if left unguarded by not meditating on God's word, not staying in constant fervent prayer, and just plain being idle by not filling our lives with other joyous things, people, situations, opportunities, keeping ourselves busy ministering to others and doing God's will; can and has opened up a door to a battle ground for Satan to wage war in your mind. These are NOT your thoughts. These thoughts, worries, fears, doubts, deceptions,lies,stresses, anxieties, unworthiness, hopelessness, helplessness, confusion, distractions, temptations, isolations, ideations, hallucinations, paranoias, faithlessness, failures, distrustfullness, etc is ALL COMING FROM SATAN HIMSELF THE FATHER OF LIES!!!!!! (St John 8:44) Jesus was speaking to the Jews who sought to kill him because they had no true knowledge of who He was (St John 8:37) In verse 44 He told them that they were of their father the devil, and the lust of their father they will do. He (Satan) was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he (Satan) speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it. The first thing to do here for you is to go into Spiritual warfare against Satan and the war he is waging on your mind. In order to do this we must go to God's holy word....Satan is causing disturbances in your mind which is harmful, robbing you of your peace and your ability to sleep at night, as well as, to live your life normally. Over time this may bring about sickness in your body or manifest sickness in your mind. This has to be dealt with. God's Holy word is the cure all prescription that is needed for you to be healed and set free. Envision in your mind that you, myself, Jesus, and His holy angels are holding hands in a circle that cannot be broken nor penetrated. Know in your heart that we are here to help you and guide you. Now, lets go to God's word....God's Holy word is our weapon against Satan and all evil. 2 Corinthians 10:3-6 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringeth into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; And having a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. (Carnal means of flesh and blood) (Ephesians 6:10-18) Finally, my bretheren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the sheild of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit (the Bible, word of God), which is the word of God: Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; Please know that I am standing in the gap for you and Jesus is always at the right hand of God making intercession (Praying) for us all (Romans 8:34) but after this night you are going to have to take a stand and fight the good fight of faith (1 Timothy 6:12) I say this because Satan is hot on your heels to destroy you (St John 10:10) The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. (St Luke 10:19) Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and power over all of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you. (2 Timothy 1:7) For God hath not given us a spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. (1 John 4:18) There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear: because fear has torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. (St Matthew 16:18,19) And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven; and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven....Father of lights, I come to you in the holy name of Jesus; I bind all ungodly and unrighteous thoughts from Satan, I bind every spirit of oppression, depression, affliction, torment, torture, pain, sickness, sin, disease, infection, infirmity, injury, death, disobedience, rebellion, witchcraft, fear, worry, doubt, unbelief, stress, anxiety, paranoia, craftiness, haughtiness, greed, lust, temptations, hallucinations, idleness, hopelessness, evil imaginations, evil ideations, vanity, strife, anger, wrath, malice, hatred, bitterness, unforgiving spirits, wrecklessness, confusions, distractions, weakness, failures, addictions, habits, faithlessness, distrustfullness, lies, deceptions, denial, pits, traps, snares, nets, ditches, seducing spirits, strong delusions, open doors, portals, spells, magic, sorcery, witchcraft, voodoo, hoodoo, rootwork, conjurings, obeahs, hexes, jinxes, gateways, strongholds, strongman, spiritual bondage, spiritual death, spiritual captivity, spiritual blindness, curses, evil, demons of all ranks, witches, warlocks, witchdoctors, demons transformed into angels of light, zombies, hellhounds, imps, sex demons of all kinds and ranks be bound in Jesus name...I loose this dear one from all of these curses to be healed, saved, and delivered out of the hands of every enemy seen and unseen. I loose peace, power, protection, provision, prosperity, perseverence, divine health, and wealth to abound to this dear one in Jesus name. Let the root of all of these curses wither up in Jesus name. (St John 8:32) And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. (St John 8:36) If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed. Say now outloud, I will walk in the Spirit and I shall not fulfill the lusts of the flesh. (Galatians 5:16) This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. (Isaiah 54:17) No weapon formed against you shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise up against you in judgement God shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord. (Isaiah 59:19) So shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood the Spirit of the Lord shall lift up a standard against him. Deuteronomy 28:7 The Lord shall cause thine enemies that rise up against thee to be smitten before thy face: they shall come out against the one way, and flee before thee seven ways. The good news is this scripture: (Jeremiah 1:12) Then said the Lord unto me, Thou hast well seen: for I hasten (watch) over my word to perform it. All we have to do is be obedient to God's holy word and He will do what He PROMISED to do. (St John 14:14,15) If ye shall ask anything in my name, I will do it. If you love me, keep my commandments. ( St John 15:7) If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you. That means if you have God's Holy word (scriptures) memorized in you and you walk in obedience and pray unto God according to His word; He will do whatsoever you asked. That means if you are walking in obedience to Him daily, living right, praying, worshipping, tithing, ministering etc and you ask God in faith with the right motives not out of lust for a wife or huband He will give you just that. Do not ask amiss (James 4:2,3) Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. Ye ask and receive not, because ye ask amiss (for the wrong reasons), that ye may consume it on your lusts. (St Matthew 6:33) But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. It is NOT easy to have patience and wait on God, that's why we need God's Holy Spirit to empower us to be patient and wait. We cannot do these things sometimes in our own frail strength. (Acts 1:8) But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth. Repent to the Lord of all sins and Cry out aloud to God right NOW for a fresh anointing. Ask him to cast all evil out of you and to take away the stoney heart and give you a heart of flesh (Ezekiel 36:26) (Psalm 51:10) And to create in you a clean heart and renew the right spirit in you. Sever all ties with Satan and vow to live the rest of your life for Jesus so that you can prosper and be BLESSED!!!!! God is NOT withholding His very BEST from us. We miss out on His very BEST by NOT PUTTING HIM FIRST ABOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE.....IF YOU DON'T HAVE A WIFE/GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND/BOYFRIEND WHEN ALL YOU NEED TO REALIZE IS IF YOU HAVE JESUS AS YOUR HUSBAND/BOYFRIEND OR WIFE/GIRLFRIEND YOU CAN KNOW AND SAY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION WHO OWNS EVERYTHING. WHOSE RICHES ARE INFINITE. I WILL NEVER BE ALONE....THERE IS NO SHAME IN BEING SINGLE. HOW CAN WE DISHONOR THE CREATOR OF MEN AND WOMEN???? WE IGNORE HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD BUT WE WANT TO PUT OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS CREATIONS FIRST BEFORE HIM AND THEN EXPECT FOR HIM TO JUST TURN OVER HIS PRECIOUS CREATIONS OVER TO US FRIVOUSLY???? (ROMANS 1:24) WHEREFORE GOD ALSO GAVE THEM UP TO UNCLEANNESS THROUGH THE LUSTS OF THEIR OWN HEARTS, TO DISHONOUR THEIR OWN BODIES BETWEEN THEMSELVES: WHO CHANGED THE TRUTH TO A LIE, AND WORSHIPPED AND SERVED THE CREATURE MORE THAN THE CREATOR, WHO IS BLESSED FOR EVER. AMEN.....ALL I'M SAYING HERE IS WE ALL NEED TO TAKE INVENTORY OF OURSELVES AND THE ERROR OF OUR WAYS AND LETS ALL PUT GOD FIRST IN OUR LIVES....HE DESERVES TO BE FIRST EVERYDAY WE LIVE.....I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE WHO READS THIS POST.....MAY THE GOD OF PEACE RICHLY BLESS YOU TO KNOW HIM AS YOUR PERSONAL LORD AND SAVIOUR