Trying To Hold On....

[walknfaith]

I learned that I am not as disciplined as I need to be. I found that I felt disappointed in myself for not finishing school. In going through that I found myself thinking, why am I feeling so bad about this situation if I have a higher priority in the Lord or value in Him. I know He knows how much this meant to me personally, but then maybe I needed this to see something I haven't seen just yet (that He is revealing). Then I thought that it is just only human of me to think this way, now I am trying to figure out what to do. Get another job. Spend more time with my mom with my brother and sister back home or they can spend more time with mom. Or take mom to see all her friends to catch up on stuff. They say traveling is good. I think right now I feel like crying over spilled milk and just being a kid who needs a timeout or something. I only see 20% of faith. 80% sad deep inside. Sometimes I like to visualize that me and the Lord are sitting at the steps and I am telling Him all about this and He is just listening just being there like a pal. Maybe this will take time to subside. Like saying goodbye to a pet or something. I think I wanted it so bad I never thought of not finishing. I can't blame my mom or my aunt's physical condition for I try to be of assistance. I pray that He can replace this feeling with something great like something I never realized or something. I know He can do it, I just can't see it now....Thank you Lord for just being there.

Pray for inner peace and whatever the Lord says to pray about for me. Thanks.

 

[clay pot]

Thank you, Lord, for binding up the wounds of her heart and touching her where she needs it most from you. Help her to forgive herself and let go and let God. We lay all the burdens at your feet, Lord, and take them not up again, but trust that you will work things out in her life that you want. Being rich in you is far more valuable than anything, including education!! Help her see how rich and valuable she is to your kingdom and bless her where she needs it! Your promise is to hold our feet to the path as our times are in your hands (Psalm 31:15) and you keep us from stumbling on the trail. You guide us with your eye! You're a shield to all those who put their trust in you! Thank you, Lord, for drawing them close and helping them to feel contentment as you lead by your Spirit. In the name of Jesus, your will be done, amen!

 

[Cyndi]

Lord please minister by your Spirit and draw ### closer to you and provide a contentment that only You can give. In Jesus Name AMen

 

[nuptial -bound]

May the joy of the Lord be your strength+may he give u discerment+wisdom in all things,in Jesus'nme,Amen

 

[AGGIE]

LORD I LIFT UP YOUR ### TO YOUR THRONE FORGIVE HER LORD AND GIVE HER PEACE AND CONTENTEDNESS FOR YOU ALONE CAN DO SO , IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN