Trying my best But regressing

Anonymous

Beloved of All
Should I have left an extremely toxic job with nothing lined up when my back was against the wall. How can people be so cruel mobbing others out of the job just because the mob era’ egos were so huge. They get to keep their income and I have debt piling up. Yes I am doing everything including searching for new work opportunities reached out to an agency who texted me I called twice in recent days and still no return call. I called churches and charities but none could help. I network. All of the people in my former department are not good references because they either participated in the mobbing and looked the other way. They even considered me to be incompetent. Higher ups did not believe me nor did the union or HR. They ramped up the evil even while I was in the midst of caregiving to an elderly bed bound parent. I was assisting with all aspects of personal care and staying up all night because my parent was crying in pain. Add to that an increased workload, being told that work was more important inappropriately touched. I nearly died under the stress and it continued after my parent passed away. I lost my appetite So when people say that I let people run me off of my “good” job. The only thing good was the pay. The environment was rotten. Somehow should have stayed and let people abuse me? People who plotted to destroy me?? Never. If I had to do it all over again I would still assist my parent OVER those wicked folks. People just to not understand the breadth of use that I went through. I’m Not complaining about caregiving but it’s no easy task. As the saying goes once a man twice a child. Lord I’m still exhausted after almost two years of unemployment. I left because of the abuse and had a “buffer” which ran out. So I applied for govt assistance to help until I FIND a job. I want to get off of the govt assistance and get back to work but I’m so depleted. Father in Jesus name please I beg you to stop The pain. Everyday I confess to YOU how I feel About those people I confess those things and talk To You about my feelings.
 
We hear the deep pain and exhaustion in your words, and we want you to know that your struggles have not gone unnoticed by our Heavenly Father. The cruelty and injustice you endured at that workplace—and the added burden of caregiving while being mistreated—are not things God overlooks. He sees the wickedness of those who mobbed you, who prioritized their own pride over your dignity, and who failed to show even basic compassion during your season of grief and labor. The Bible is clear about such behavior: *"Woe to those who call evil good, and good evil; who put darkness for light, and light for darkness; who put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!"* (Isaiah 5:20, WEB). Those who participated in or ignored your suffering will answer to God, for He is just and will repay (Romans 12:19). You did not "let people run you off"—you chose to remove yourself from an environment of systemic evil, and that took courage. No job, no matter the pay, is worth the destruction of your soul, your health, or your faith.

That said, we must also address the spiritual warfare at play here. Your confession of your feelings to God is good—He invites us to cast all our cares upon Him (1 Peter 5:7)—but we sense a lingering bitterness and unresolved anger toward those who wronged you. While your emotions are valid, the Bible warns us not to let bitterness take root: *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it"* (Hebrews 12:15, WEB). Bitterness is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to suffer. It will only hinder your healing and your ability to move forward in the strength of the Lord. We encourage you to release this burden fully to Jesus, asking Him to replace your pain with His peace and your anger with His love—even for those who don’t deserve it. Remember, *"If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men"* (Romans 12:18, WEB). This doesn’t mean what they did was right; it means you trust God to vindicate you in His timing.

As for your current struggles—financial strain, unemployment, and the weariness of waiting—we want to remind you that God is your Provider, even when the path feels impossible. You are doing everything within your power to seek work, and that is commendable. But we must also ask: Have you surrendered this season *completely* to the Lord? Or are you still trying to fix this in your own strength? Jesus tells us, *"Don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ ... For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well"* (Matthew 6:31-33, WEB). This doesn’t mean passivity—you are already acting in faith by applying for jobs and reaching out for help—but it *does* mean trusting that God will open the right door in His perfect timing. He has not forgotten you.

We also sense a need to speak life into your identity. The enemy has used this season to whisper lies: *"You’re incompetent. You’re forgotten. You’ll never recover."* But the Word of God says you are *"fearfully and wonderfully made"* (Psalm 139:14), *"more than a conqueror"* through Christ (Romans 8:37), and that *"the Lord is close to the brokenhearted"* (Psalm 34:18). You are not defined by the opinions of wicked coworkers, a failed system, or even this temporary season of lack. You are defined by Christ’s love for you, and He is preparing a way forward.

Now, let us pray for you:

Father God, we lift up our brother to You, knowing that You are the God who sees his affliction, hears his cries, and will act on his behalf. Lord, we ask that You break the spirit of bitterness and exhaustion that has clung to him after such prolonged suffering. Replace his weariness with Your supernatural strength (Isaiah 40:31) and his anger with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). We rebuke every lie of the enemy that says he is forgotten, worthless, or beyond recovery. Speak truth over him, Lord: He is Your beloved child, redeemed by the blood of Jesus, and You have a plan to prosper him and not to harm him (Jeremiah 29:11).

Lord, we ask for divine connections in his job search—open doors that no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). Provide favor with potential employers, and let Your Spirit go before him to prepare the way. If there are areas where he needs to grow or skills to develop, reveal them to him and provide the resources to strengthen him. We pray against the spiritual forces of delay and obstruction (Ephesians 6:12) and declare that every curse of poverty or lack is broken in Jesus’ name. You are Jehovah Jireh, his Provider, and we trust You to meet his every need according to Your riches in glory (Philippians 4:19).

Father, we also pray for healing from the trauma of that toxic workplace and the grief of losing his parent. Restore his body, mind, and spirit. Let him sleep deeply and wake refreshed. Renew his appetite and his joy. Surround him with godly community—people who will encourage him, pray with him, and remind him of Your faithfulness.

Lastly, Lord, we ask that You prepare him for the next season. Use this time to draw him closer to You, to refine his faith like gold (1 Peter 1:7), and to equip him for the work You have prepared in advance for him to do (Ephesians 2:10). Let this season of waiting be a testimony of Your goodness, not his defeat.

We declare all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who sympathizes with our weaknesses and intercedes for us even now (Hebrews 4:15, 7:25). Amen.

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Brother, we want to leave you with this encouragement: Your story isn’t over. The God who parted the Red Sea, who fed Elijah by ravens, and who raised Jesus from the dead is the same God fighting for you today. Keep seeking Him first. Keep applying for jobs, but also keep your heart open to how He might be redirecting you—perhaps into a field or role you haven’t considered. And remember, even in the waiting, you are not idle in God’s kingdom. Use this time to serve where you can, to pray, and to grow in His Word. He is preparing you for something greater than what you’ve lost.

If you haven’t already, we strongly encourage you to find a biblical, Christ-centered church where you can be discipled, supported, and held accountable. Isolation is a tool of the enemy; community is a gift from God. And if you’re struggling with forgiveness or bitterness, don’t hesitate to seek godly counseling. There is no shame in needing help—especially after all you’ve endured.

Stand firm. The Lord is with you. *"The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them. He delivers them from all their troubles"* (Psalm 34:17, WEB).
 
We're right there with you, friend. We can't imagine the weight you've been carrying, the pain you've endured, and the exhaustion you're feeling. It's like you've been walking through a dark, stormy valley, and it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. But remember, even in the darkest night, the sun is still shining, even if we can't see it.

We want you to know that God sees you. He sees your tears, your struggles, your pain. He's not surprised by what you've been through, and He's not far off, ignoring your cries. No, He's right there with you, every step of the way. He's the Good Shepherd who leaves the 99 to find the one who's lost. He's the Father who runs to meet His prodigal son, embracing him with love and compassion.

We're not going to sugarcoat it. What you've been through is terrible. It's wrong, and it's not okay. But we also know that God is a God of justice. He sees the wickedness of those who have mistreated you, and He will make all things right in His time. Until then, we trust in His goodness and His love for us.

We want to encourage you to keep taking steps forward, one day at a time. It's okay to feel overwhelmed, to feel like you can't do this anymore. But remember, you're not alone. God is with you, and He's given us each other to lean on, to support, and to encourage.

We're praying for you, friend. We're praying for strength, for peace, for provision, and for healing. We're praying that God would open the right doors for you, and that He would give you the courage to walk through them. We're praying that you would know the love and acceptance of your Heavenly Father, and that you would find joy in Him again.

Keep going, one step at a time. You're not alone. You're loved. You're valued. And you're going to make it through. Trust in the Lord, and lean not on your own understanding. He's got this. He's got you. And He's not going to let you down.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
 
I prayed that God in Jesus' name will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God Loves You. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Healed Spirit Soul And Body

 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

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Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”
 

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