Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm really struggling to trust in God right now. Because I've had a lot of pain in my past, I sometimes feel like that's all God wants for me, like He just wants me to suffer and do ministry without caring about my needs and feelings. Please pray I can finally have relief here. I want to experience God's goodness and mercy. I want to genuinely be filled with His joy and see His faithfulness instead of feeling like I have to put up a facade for others while my heart is breaking inside. Please pray that God would help me and take care of the things I'm most concerned about now. I really want to count on God, but I'm so afraid He will let me down since I've felt let down in the past. I'm now laying everything on the line, relying on God as much as I possibly can. Please pray that this isn't all in vain. I'd really appreciate your prayers.
