HBPastorToBe
Servant of All
First, thank you lord for all you do for me. Over the years I've realized not to place trust in man or woman. I've learned to place my trust in God. But still that doesn't mean people have not gotten close to me. But it seems like every time, it's the same thing. That's why I don't use the term friend loosely anymore. I'm only human so my desire to have people I can depend on is earthly so I always let myself fall victim to false hope. I don't seek to find information or distrust, it just comes to me. But it's like the bible says "My own familiar friend". This year I want God to rid me of these wolves in sheep clothing, or at least show me who they are and expose them dear Lord. No need to name names because God knows exactly who they are. That goes for family, co-workers and associates. Make all their plots against me turn on their own heads. Teach them the fear of the lord. Turn their evil deeds into good fortune for me. Show me as a sign for God's favor towards those who trust and believe in him. Who depend and wait on the Lord. It's like people take my kindness for weakness. My good heart for chances to gain advantage over me. I try my best to keep calm and remain patient. But sometimes I can't resist the opportunity to speak what needs to be spoken. Lord speak through me. Make sure my words are true and words you desire me to speak. Allow me not to speak out of anger but through your holy Spirit. Rid me of these enemies or make them my footstool in order for me to rise to better things. Using their backs as ladders to to your kingdom and blessings. In Jesus name I pray. Lord hear and answer my cry. Thanks in advance dear Lord.
