Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm dealing with a very toxic workplace. Someone there is evil and has turned many against me. Jesus please bless my new job search. Bring me where I'm supposed to be. Help me cope with the pain of finishing this job, no matter how long it will take. I am so afraid of going back there. I'm so embarrassed of the things I've done and the way I have been. I hate to think of these people thinking poorly of me when I have worked so hard at my job. I was totally blind to how things really were. In my head I was loved and accepted when the absolute opposite is true. I know this person is behind the lies, turning others against me. I know I was too proud at work, I was very full of myself. Now I am humbled. The pain of the situation is so great. I have dealt with workplace bullying twice in the recent past. It makes me wonder what is wrong with me, why am I so different. I worry about my future, will this keep happening, will the constant bullying ever leave me? Jesus I am so afraid. I don't feel strong enough to survive this. It's all such a shock still. Please help me ### to emotionally support me during this time. He has dealt with the same situation too in the past. God, I don't feel strong enough to survive this pain. I know it is only temporary though. I will leave this place in the future, I must be patient. But the scars feel so deep, I don't know how I will heal them. I feel like an absolute failure, and as far as my coworkers are concerned, I am. They all think I am a failure. How will I survive being around them for likely ### months? That feels so long. Jesus please comfort me. Give me strength to survive each day. Please encourage me when I feel weak. I need you to survive this.
