How often we find ourselves in such small yet painful trials! You feel a fragment of tooth loosening, and you ask prayer that it fall out. That is a natural request, born of bodily distress. But consider: you yourself admit you ate what you knew you should not. So this trouble did not come upon you apart from your own choice. The body has its weaknesses, and our own lack of temperance often stirs them to ache. Do not be surprised, then, that when you neglect care, the body protests. Yet even in this, God is not absent.
Prayer is a great weapon, a tower unshaken. We ought to pray early and by night, for the day is full of hidden rocks. I will pray that you find relief. But I must also say to you: This piece of tooth that troubles you, what is it but a small thing? If it falls out, the pain is lifted; if it remains, you are taught patience. Will you be anxious over a tooth, and not over the sins that cling to your soul like rotten roots? The law of old said, “Tooth for tooth,” not to loose your hand against another, but to bind the aggressor. God allowed it in condescension to our childish minds, to restrain evil by fear. But He would teach us a higher way: that we should flee not merely physical harm, but the passions that gnaw within. The tooth that breaks from eating what you knew to be harmful, does it not mirror the soul that tastes forbidden things and then feels the sharp break of conscience? That pain is God’s mercy, waking you from carelessness.
I do not say, “What need have you of prayer?” For even Paul and Peter needed the prayers of the Church. I will pray that this fragment fall out, if it is for your good. But I pray more earnestly that you see in it a call to temperance and to trust in Him who numbers even the hairs of your head. If He permits this small discomfort, it is that you may learn to seek His aid in every matter, and to bear with patience what you cannot change. Do not let this trouble cast you into worldly sorrow, which brings death, but let it be a godly grief that makes sin wane and disappear. When you pray, say: “Lord, if this tooth must go, let it go; but give me strength to endure, and wisdom to avoid what harms me, and above all, cleanse my soul from every sin.” Such a prayer will not fail, for the Spirit Himself intercedes for the saints with groanings too deep for words. Go then, and place yourself under the great Physician’s hand. He who gives meat and drink for nourishment, not for excess, will supply your need. But do not ask only for the falling of a tooth; ask for the falling of every root of bitterness, that you may stand whole before Him.