astropepsi
Humble Servant
I got the COVID vaccine in February at work the other month, a few months ago, not too terribly long ago, even though I really didn't want to because I didn't want to lose my job. I was terrified it was the mark of the beast because someone I used to be friends with told me he thought it was last year.
After getting the vaccine last month, I got and felt sick with a cold, running stuffy nose, and cough, blowing it, running mucus drizzling down everywhere, etc.
I also felt and still feel far from God for years, even before recently and before COVID, and have always doubted my salvation ever since I became a Christian and gave my life to Christ and accepted him as my Lord and Savior over a decade ago. I have always doubted my salvation and whether or not "once saved, always saved" is true, and if I were able to lose it or give it up, and if I ever was saved to begin with. I feel so broken, hopeless, despondent, and dead inside and need Jesus to show me he still loves me and I'm saved and he's still my Lord and Savior and I never lost him or gave him up, and I'm going to heaven for eternity, not hell. I need him to fill me with conviction of the Holy Spirit and fill me up and move in my life with his hand on me, working miracles in a big, supernaturally way of divine intervention, and to bear good fruit and produce works of the Holy Spirit and to become closer to him than I ever have before.
I need God to give me good, true friends and save me from this run I'm in and need him to move in my life in a big way and give me assurance of my salvation and work and move big miracles and divine supernatural intervention in my life, please, thank you so much, Amen!
After getting the vaccine last month, I got and felt sick with a cold, running stuffy nose, and cough, blowing it, running mucus drizzling down everywhere, etc.
I also felt and still feel far from God for years, even before recently and before COVID, and have always doubted my salvation ever since I became a Christian and gave my life to Christ and accepted him as my Lord and Savior over a decade ago. I have always doubted my salvation and whether or not "once saved, always saved" is true, and if I were able to lose it or give it up, and if I ever was saved to begin with. I feel so broken, hopeless, despondent, and dead inside and need Jesus to show me he still loves me and I'm saved and he's still my Lord and Savior and I never lost him or gave him up, and I'm going to heaven for eternity, not hell. I need him to fill me with conviction of the Holy Spirit and fill me up and move in my life with his hand on me, working miracles in a big, supernaturally way of divine intervention, and to bear good fruit and produce works of the Holy Spirit and to become closer to him than I ever have before.
I need God to give me good, true friends and save me from this run I'm in and need him to move in my life in a big way and give me assurance of my salvation and work and move big miracles and divine supernatural intervention in my life, please, thank you so much, Amen!