Jan 9 post 2
God You know I just typed a whole post for here and then there was a glitch and I lost it all. sigh.
But You know what it said.
That I really want to contact one of the people badly but I am posting here instead. That I don't have the strength without You, God, helping me. It is very difficult, God. sigh.
God help me. I failed, God, yesterday. It is so difficult, but You know my reasons behind that. You know last night how it was not easy with the fear. You know everything. God, please help me.
I will probably end up posting here again today. I'll post this now so it doesn't get lost like the last one.
God You know I just typed a whole post for here and then there was a glitch and I lost it all. sigh.
But You know what it said.
That I really want to contact one of the people badly but I am posting here instead. That I don't have the strength without You, God, helping me. It is very difficult, God. sigh.
God help me. I failed, God, yesterday. It is so difficult, but You know my reasons behind that. You know last night how it was not easy with the fear. You know everything. God, please help me.
I will probably end up posting here again today. I'll post this now so it doesn't get lost like the last one.
