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Because I have lost my hope in God. When I was Christian, none of my major big prayers got answered despite of fact the I have prayed for years. It led me to frustration and disappointment. I saw that God is not what Bible said Him to be. Loving and caring. I learned that there is no difference whether I pray or not. I also saw that other friends seem to get good stuff in theire lives, but I am the one God has chosen to ignore. So no if He ignores me then why should I care? God just doesnt love me. He loves to to good to others and then have me watch how everyone else gets all kinds of blessings more than they need and I dont even get that little what I need. I have been hurt by God's favoritism. I guess others just were better christians then me or something, but for some reason God has chosen me to suffer. In my opinion, God should at least some and confess that He lied to me in the Bible and that he Has no love for me. Every time I hear the love of God preached, it creates disgust in me because I feel that lie is preached. Since I have experienced that God has let me down, I am unable to trust Him even if I want to. Yes, some of you can argue that God wont let you down and bla bla bla and that bible doesnt lie and so on, but this is what has happened to me me. If you were my roommate or neighbour you would see with your own eye how none of the promises that are in bible works with me. With that being said, I am simply too hurt and disappointed to return to God. Now all I need is get over, forget that I ever was christian and move on with my life.why?
There is no such things as prayer answers. You can tell this to your kids if you wish the to believe in lies but prayers dont get answered. And god is bad because He lies and leads people into depression which I would never have had if I didnt put my hope on Him.God is all good my friend no bad in Him. Hope and prayer you work all things out. God bless.
That's obvious lie. If you had lived with me for last 3.5 years you would be ashamed to even mention word love to me because you would have seen so much unlovingness from God. He doesnt care how bad or good I feel. If he did want to make me happy and enjoy the life, He had plenty of time to do this, but he havent done anything at all. As for trusting, sometimes I even wish that I could trust Him, but if trusting His has always led me to disappointment then what guarantees me that if I do trust Him this time I wont just get another disappointment?Jesus loves you so much. He wants to heal you and make you happy and enjoy life. Just trust Him, Love Him with all your heart,mind and soul. He will hear your prayer and fill your heart with joy.
As for surrendering to God, I dont know. I have prayed about it and tried my best and asked God to use me but if it was enough surrendering I dont know. I didnt love my old life style in a sense that I have not got drunk or went to parties, nor did I enjoy these. When I became christian I gave up worldly music and foul language, and wanted to bring glory to God, and even seeked to live that way. I was even eager to read and study the bible because I didnt want to bring God disappointment by know knowing bible well enough when someone is questioning me about it. Right now I dont know how I could possibly surrender. I mean it would be easy to surrender to someone who is almighty and alpowerful like the bible tries to show Him. But an other thing is to surrender to someone whom you never have experienced and who has lied to you ant let you down many times. And then hope that He would love me this time? And I can tell from experience, there have been times when I have given Him my best obedience I can and have not received anything.I think I know what you are doing. I did this for years. I fought God. I had learned about him but I wanted to "lean on my own understanding". I did not want to surrender to God. I also liked my old lifestyle and felt that I would be missing out if I surrendered to God. Also, Satan may put thoughts in your head. I have learned the hard way that God really does have our best interest at heart. It really does not do to fight him. It causes more trials and tribulations than you would have if you would "let go and let God". God wants to prosper you and keep you free from harm. I have lost things and struggled needlessly because of my stubbornness. If you know God , he wanted you to know him. You really just need to surrender. You may actually be suprised how much easier it is if you stop resisting. God puts a blessing before us for obedience, and the natural curse occurs if we do not obey. He does not curse us. It is that we are out of his protection and blessing.
See my posts above.Yes, why?
Well you can't measure God only by basic needs like food and shelter. If He has promised something He should watch that He fulfills what He has promised. And if He doesnt want to keep His word He should not have used nice words in the Bible at first place. As for turning my back to Him. He has done this to me first, and now I just ended my one sided love for Him. And telling me story that he came down and died and rose does not impress me. That's just what book says. It's just theory. A nice story tale. Despite of my prayers and stuff, I have never personally experienced Him or got any prayer answers. Love with out deeds is dead just as much as much as faith with out deeds is dead. Bible said that if beggar comes to ask for bread and you send him away saying him to go in peace an praying for him, but not giving him bread is bad thing to do. But this is exactly what God is doing. He is telling me to to 'go in peace' but his intention never was and never is to give me 'bread'.I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.Do you have your basic needs met? Thank Him . The God of our salvation. Do you have your sins forgiven? Remember poor Lazarus in Luke 16 - he went to heaven whereas the rich man went to hell. Believe Jesus and eternal life is yours saved from eternal hell and damnation don't turn your back on His free gift. He came down to earth from heaven to die naked and ridiculed for you/ that's Love.