Atla
Disciple of Prayer
Today I found out I have a tumour/tumor at the end of my large intestine. Having the colonoscopy & biopsy on Wednesday. I'm terrified!!! I just turned 42 last month. Not that that means anything these days. People young and old are diagnosed and go through this agonising death sentence. I am female, I am single and I don't have children. I guess that's one good thing not to put anyone through, but God I don't want to put my parents and brother through this. As much as I don't deserve your mercy, please let this growth be benign and treatable. I'm so scared, yet feel your peace around me but all the things I've gone through, this is it??? :'(
