Bon Bon
Prayer Warrior
Today I ask that you all will pray for me. My story is I married the wrong man. I had 2 daughters from him, and he is a good father to them. We were married 13yrs, and I've been through everything with this man, from alcohol abuse, verbal abuse, infidelities, lies, everything. Even him pulling a gun on me in his drunkenness. I relocated my family to another state thinking that the marriage would work, but to no avail. I finally divorced him, and moved out, but he had no where to go so I let him stay with me. It's been 2 yrs and he still hasn't left, but finally I decided to move again to get away from him, and now it seems like I'm finally going to be free from living in this HELL I have been in. I kept the faith, i've prayed, I've cried many nights not knowing how I was gonna make it on my own with my 2 girls. They are teenagers and they love their father and they love us both being together. But for many years i've lived in this relationship trying to please my daughters, and now i've finally come to the decision that I have to live my own life and be happy within. I have to let go of this man and believe that God will bring someone else good in my life. That marriage can be good if 2 people are equally yoked and truly love each other. It's been hard for me to move on, but I pray that the saints of God will pray my strength so that I can be able to move on and don't ever look back. I prayed to God some time ago that he would bring someone good in my life who loves me for me. I ran into an ex boyfriend from 30yrs and we started talking, and he is a beautiful person, and he tells me he loves me and shows me, but it's hard for him to accept me still living with my ex husband. He doesn't understand this and this is a problem for us. I know that God is in control, and I'm willing to just step back and let God do what he's gonna do. I'm staying focused on myself, my God and my daughters. Please just pray my strength. Thank you
