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Brenda222
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I am still praying that I get my job back that I left. I need to pay my rent this month for April. I really need my job back. I wrote a letter. Good news is I have had no response to it yet. So no news is good news. I am hoping the Lord touch their hearts to give me a job back. I will never ever leave and will be there til I retire. Problem. I got arrested for writing a bad check a few months back to try to pay my rent then. I ended up losing the apartment anyway. I have to pay this fine with the courts and then it will be dismissed. I really dont understand why all this is happening to me. I know the Lord wants me to have faith and that's what I am trying to do. I apply for work everyday and all day. I get food stamps and that helps but food stamps dont pay bills. I have managed to keep my lights and gas on. I have been getting sucidal but I am trying to keep faith. I really want to be here to get my credit together and purchase another home (my ex put me out of our home and wont let me come home and then has his ex sleeping there and his family). I just say the Lord says vengence is mine, not me. I have slept in my car before I got this apartment so I dont want to lose this one. I have a child to take care of. I just want my old job back. The mistake I made is leaving it. Unemployment doesnt give me enough to pay my bills and even buy a pair of panties. I am losing my car, have no car insurance or registration to go look for a job. I try to just keep my faith because I know that the Lord wants me to and wants to bless me by having faith. I do pay my tithes out of the little unemployment check I get. I know we are supposed to do this no matter how hard it gets. All of this happened because I listened to my friend advise me on changing jobs. I was happy then and I want to pray for that happiness again. Please pray that the company I left will give me my job back. I need this. No one is hiring me and I don't really want to commit suicide I just want my job back. I turn to the Lord and pray daily for my job back. They don't respond to me. I can make the money to pay my bills if I can get my job back. I am praying that the Lord blesses me. This will be a miracle for me. I don't just want a handout or someone to take care of me. I want my job back. I have prayed for this miracle and if the Lord blesses me with it I will be there. Please pray for my job back so I can get out of this mess. P.S. MY REAL NAME IS SHARON. Please pray for me.
